What are you waiting for?

Do it already.

You're right. Your greatest achievement in what you sadly call life is gaining notoriety on a porn industry "insider" board. You don't have anything to live for except these misfits here who worship your every little written word. Maybe at one point in your life you could have done something to benefit mankind but those days are long gone now. The fact that the only persons you can reach out to as a line as you drown in a sea of self pity are posters on this board is reason enough for you to END IT as soon as you read this post.

I only ask that when you do it that you devise a plan that would take you and all the other mods and owner of this board with you. May I suggest you invite them all over and serve them some Jonestown punch and give some Nike Sneakers as a door prize.