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She got by fine doing g/g and then when I asked her, b/g only with me. (I met her when she was only doing g/g, mind you and then asked her to do b/g again, -with, of course, only me-)
But, she couldn't get hired with companies like Vivid, Wicked, Digital Playground.. (need I go on?) only working with me, because those feature roles couldn't pair her and I up.. they would "need" a different guy. I'm the emo, small dorky boy.. I can't and or don't want to roid up, or have an 8" dick..
and for clarification as to why she didn't "do it" from "day 1"... she didn't have her website that is being built, and didn't have the desire to make her name even larger, and appeal to a wider fan base so as to carry over and drive more traffic in this shitty economy, it's just good business. Hense, why I stated, "business model".




James deen isn't roided up and is kinda nerdy, why does he get the job? It has to bother you a little, right? I mean this is the first time she is going to be fucking another guy (that you know) on film since you guys hooked up, I mean you knew it was bound to happen and its the beginning of the end of your relationship, as jealousy and resentment will be soon to follow.
I understand how it makes sense from the porn perspective but im talking about it from the stand point of your relationship, and does it really sit well with you?


Does it sit well? Idk, I did a bbg with her and Mr Pete.. I was completley fine with it. Work is work for her, she just wants to get paid her rate and go home. Believe me, this wasn't an overnight thing. This was first brought up by her a few months back, she was just waiting for her site to become more of a reality. I will see how well this, "sits" with me...
and as much as I like to think I am a, "james deen" I am not anywhere near his level as a male performer. he may look nerdy, etc. but just like Vivid, (and other companies have been waiting for)... they want to see her with other guys, and they don't want to pay for something that has been seen over and over and over again else where.. It's the same, "hot, amazing" scene..but it's with me...
jealousy and resentment, eh.. faye and i are pretty fucked up in our minds that really can't be expressed on film in order to get off amazingly well. I know she can cum from other guys... that isn't the base of our relationship, it's the nuances that surround the sex, that will be lacking in the scenes.. (mind you, she is a great performer, imho). The guys she wants to work with are all "doable" in her opinion, but certainly, as she states, not anyone that she would say, "hey, he's hot" etc, if they were to be walking down the street. ("they're "hot" for the porn world")
I mean the closest person in the biz she'd be attracted to is Kris Slater, (whom I am good friends with, and respect, and can bang Faye any time)..
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