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She got by fine doing g/g and then when I asked her, b/g only with me. (I met her when she was only doing g/g, mind you and then asked her to do b/g again, -with, of course, only me-)
But, she couldn't get hired with companies like Vivid, Wicked, Digital Playground.. (need I go on?) only working with me, because those feature roles couldn't pair her and I up.. they would "need" a different guy. I'm the emo, small dorky boy.. I can't and or don't want to roid up, or have an 8" dick..
and for clarification as to why she didn't "do it" from "day 1"... she didn't have her website that is being built, and didn't have the desire to make her name even larger, and appeal to a wider fan base so as to carry over and drive more traffic in this shitty economy, it's just good business. Hense, why I stated, "business model".




James deen isn't roided up and is kinda nerdy, why does he get the job? It has to bother you a little, right? I mean this is the first time she is going to be fucking another guy (that you know) on film since you guys hooked up, I mean you knew it was bound to happen and its the beginning of the end of your relationship, as jealousy and resentment will be soon to follow.
I understand how it makes sense from the porn perspective but im talking about it from the stand point of your relationship, and does it really sit well with you?
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