I recently started admiring this young starlet so I looked her up on Myspace (http://www.myspace.com/alic3b3ll) and found this really depressing message in her "About Me" section. Its one of the saddest tales I can remember in all my years of being a porn fan... What I felt are the most interesting parts are in bold.
"An excellent role model to younger adults." "A very conservative girl who is very outgoing and really just keeps to herself." "This is a girl with a lot of heart. She won't let anything stand in her way when she wants something." "Damn...!@#$%$@ @#&^%$ has a niiiceee ass!!"
Before I was known as Alice Bell, these are the type of things people would say about me. I was a good kid- always drama free, active, a good example to society, had strict morals and shockingly, was not sexually active. I was always afraid of sex...until October 2008. My name is Alice Bell.... what's yours, stranger?
Background: Entering "The Industry"
When I was only but an eighteen year-old,
I was engaged to a guy in England. I was so happy with him and really thought that we would live our "happily ever after" together when I graduated high school. We met up in good ol' Las Vegas-- city of Sin. Those ten days were probably the happiest ten days of my life (so far).
On the last day of our holiday I remember seeing him, through teary eyes, leave to his plane right after he promised me we would see eachother very soon. Little did I know...he lied striaght to my face.
I graduated high school May of 2008. I was expecting to be in England the next month. Five months later....I was stuck in the same small town doing the same nine to five job. He kept giving me excuses, one after another.
I was depressed....I was sick....and I had it. If I wanted to be with him (physically), I realized I would have to do it myself. That's when I messaged my agent and told him I was coming out to LA to make money. He immediately booked a flight for me and I left Texas October 11, 2008. When I arrived in LA I felt so happy. I was gonna get work and make enough money to fly out to England to see my fiancee.
Little did I know the next day Hell would literally break loose.
I'll make this long story short- family found out I did porn, my former fiancee found out; called us off and found another girl from the US within three days, announced disowned from my family, and on Octber 24, 2008 my dad commited suicide by shooting himself in the head whilst on the phone with my mother.
I feel like I have been through everything... but every day I learn something new. Even though getting into this industry has caused me a lot of pain, I love my job. I cannot tell you how much I love my job. Understand, I am extremely professional with what I do- I do not do any kind of drugs,
I practice safe sex in my personal life and I come into "work" with a great attitude. I want to put on the best show for my adoring fans and also to find out who I am sexually.
Sexuallity is a very important concept in one's life, I believe. If people started having more sex, maybe we as a species would be happier. Unfortunately, sex is a tabboo subject. I'll talk about it, show you it and, if you are lucky, let you experience it. **Disclaimer- I am in porn and in porn ONLY. I do not prostitute myself out (privates).** I hope you enjoy watching me as much I enjoy performing for you. Life is but a stage... and I am gonna take advantage of that."
Here's a pic of Alice getting fucked, unfortunately there aren't many good pics of her online.
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