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Bishop is a race traitor*(snip)-

*He makes friends with the white Devils, even makes an honest living...just like teh honkeys do.

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-crocodile
Wow,I mean damn...I was hoping that my assimilation was complete enough that no one would ever dig deep enough to uncover the truth.Maybe that people would just be glad to be able to say "I have a black friend"and leave it at that Now that the truth is out,I feel as a black....(ahem... er, um)... I feel that the whole truth should come out.The reason that I am the way that I am? I owe a debt to a white man that I can never repay(No Burg,I am not talking about your bag of weed,get over it already )I owe my life as I know it to an incredible man that I have come to love(as much as you can love another man without any penetration)Mr. Steve Holmes
Mr. Holmes is a special man,who has been there for me more times than I can count.Back in the beginning of my porn career,when I was circulating my phone number freely in the JM Bukakee lines in an effort to find work,sometimes I would get calls from OTHER types of companies...(Ring,ring..Hello? Hey is this Bishop? Yeah it's me.. Well hey I hope you're feeling super today,cause I'm feeling super!Are you available on wednesday? I'd like to book you for a scene that will be super,you and some other GUY!!! ) I was hungry back then,and a lot of people tried to convince me that the best porn actors swung from both sides of the fence,those calls always involved a lot more money that the hundred bucks I could get on the bukakkee line,so I came to grips with it(or cram,one of those clowns)but I decided if I was gonna have to have sex with another man,and it not turn out like a Max Hardcore(tm)scene with all kinds of vomit,then it was gonna have to be with a dude that I dig on some level...that wouldn't gross me out when his manly whiskers rubbed up against my face A man whom I could be comfortable with,pitching or catching.A gentle man who is easy to talk to and is masculine enough that I could have sex with him and not be gay... or that even if it was gay as long as it was with him I could live with that..That man is Steve Holmes..
So the next time I got one of those gay for pay calls,I tell the guy,"hey I'm feeling super! how are you?I will touch another man's penis for money,but it's gotta be Steve Holmes" and the guy was like,"super! I'll try to get it booked!"Steve Holmes being the icon that he is,was always booked and did not have time to be gay with me So without even knowing it Steve Holmes helped me in my life and career simply by working as much as he does
I finally got to meet Steve in person on one Brandon's Baker's sets at Desi's place in Canoga Park,some years later.He was very humble,and kind and even spent a few minutes out of his superstar life to talk to a mope like me Face,I think you were there that day too.We bumped elbows(the secret pornguy hand shake,you never know whats on a guys hands on a porn set)and he was gone Often in my life I find myself facing tough choices,and if i ask myself,"what would Steve Holmes do?"everything comes up roses He also taught me something about myself,and that is that I can have feelings toward another man that some may consider gay,but as long as we do not consumate those feeling I am still straight,part or me does wish that when we met I could have snuck a kiss on him ...I owe Steve so much,that the only way I can ever pay him back is by being friends with the white man,and by not stealing their cars...
Steve if you are out there Thank You for making me the man I am today..