This is a bit old but good. AC Cream's myspace blog frum January 28 2008:


FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT CARE....

I just figured I'd vent a little with a blog. I don't do these very often, but I don't really feel like I have anybody to really vent to. I'm going to do 3 things in this blog. I'm gonna vent openly about a situation that has pushed me past the point of no return. Then I'm going to explain what my future plans are. Then finally I'm going to give my farewell for the near future. Ok venting time....



PRIVATE vs PUBLIC

In Private you tell me you love me.

In Public you act like you don't know me.

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In Private you tell me to not leave your side no matter what.

In Public you tell me to just go away so you can do business.

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In Private you kiss and hug me.

In Public you blow me kisses after you know nobody is looking.

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In Private you tell me all the things we are going to do.

In Public you do all those things with everybody but me.

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In Private you often talk about your love of sleeping with me.

In Public you avoid me in the evening at all cost.

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In Private you act like I'm very important to you.

In Public you act like I'm a bother to you.



Having said all that above. I've decide the month of February is going to be "ME TIME". I've got to do things to change my life, raise my self-esteem, and make me happy. I can't continue to lose sleep over people who don't return my feelings for them and that don't make time for me. I'm adopting a new outlook on life. "Don't make somebody a priority, who only makes you and option".



So I'm gonna be laying low for a while. I'm not going to ignore my real friends. I'm just no longer going to make them the focus of my life.



I love you all.



Peace & Chicken Grease!



Ace AKA AC