Max is a lucky man that he hasn't ran into me since I've met Lain. The bastard spends a lot of time calling me and wanting to book me. Actually ran into him twice at JM's office too, in the past. He's a determined man to get his own way.

I've known two other people in this industry that had this trick pulled on them by Max getting paid only 200 bucks. That alone says a lot about a man's self worth and credibility. And the fact that he's an alcoholic with pride.

These producers these days think they can get away with a lot of things, thinking majority of the women in this industry are flat out dumb and won't repeat a word for the sake of being scared. Truth is, the truth comes out down the road and karma takes action. Fuck the fuckers.

The day he gets his way with me will be the day he gets his first beating the way he does to girls yet 10 times worse. LOL it brings great happiness to my eyes and heart. And that's no joke. I've scared myself once.

Maybe after this message he won't have interest in shooting me anymore... we'll see in the near future what happens. I can't wait.