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Woops replied to the wrong thing.
Sounds like you were and still are in looooovvvvve ! I'm just fucking jaded when it comes to that shit. You will be too....soon......just let it go !!!

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Not even that dude, I'm 500 miles from friends & family, and she was someone to hang out with that turned into more. I loved her as a friend, sure, but it's not "in love" as you're associating it, it's more of "I love you man" Budweiser love, moreso because she's not a dude. Going shot for shot with her was about the best memory I have of it all.

Despite the "sociopath" that I am (according to the analysts here on XPT), I honestly just find it hard to meld with people. It's about trust, and if y'all can't understand the concept of loving someone outside of family, I pity you. Just because she's a porn whore, I pity you more. I have no apologies for how I've reacted.