I'll out myself if and when I find someone who cares and helps me out with a gig. So far my mentor, who is a 4 decade Hall Of Famer by the way, doesn't answer my E mails. I put in a request to the Jenna Jameson talent fund. Same thing. I don't know whether it's the shutdown or what.

Writing work comes and goes because I hate gossip or regurgitating press releases and prefer editorial commentary as a rule. All in all, the jury's still out on whether there's a safety net for talent in this biz.

In the meantime, I'll keep an open mind and hope for the best. Most of my contemporaries are all gone. It would be a miracle and a triumph if I made a comeback after what I've been through. Because some fans still seem to remember me, the kind who put up with Ron Jeremy, but are tired of the same guys and want someone to carry the torch. Not a pretty boy, my cumshot was my bread and butter trademark.

I might still be able to cum like I did in my heyday with the right girl in a comfortable working situation. So there's a chance somebody out there might be interested.

Stay tuned...