This post gave me wood. Smelly Monkey is writing like ME now....

Let's do lunch Monks, we'll make a big deal of it. I'll meet you at the JM offices, Jeff can join us, we'll make him order (and pay for) the pizza and beer. Gia will Photog the event.

We'll discuss the exact things and issues you raise in your post above. I often have the same conflict inside when I pay for a whore for the evening, especially when i know the $$$ is going for her next batch of Heroin, or Bottle of Oxy or Xanax.....or is going to wind up in the Slot machines in Foxwoods or Atlantic CITY, instead of paying for her little girl's Orthodontia or little boy's Cub Scout Uniform.

I dont feel the guilt if I know she is just going to blow the dough on another pair of $500 BVs for her feet; or another dress she will wear twice...although addiction to shopping seems MORE fucked up than drugs, purely from a Evolutionary standpoint.