Michelle Avanti- Her Story- part 2- Her hardcore scenes and addiction

My First Hardcore Scene

My first scene was booked and I was terrified. It was a hardcore scene and my first scene ever on camera. I tried backing out and wanted to go home and not do porn at all but the male porn star I first met said I could not back out because I had signed a contract. I was threatened that if I did not do the scene I was going to get sued for lots of money. So I ended up taking shots of vodka to get me through it. As I did more and more scenes I abused prescription pills which were given to me anytime I wanted by several Doctors in the San Fernando Valley. I was given Vicodin, Xanax, Norcos, Prozac and Zoloft. The doctors knew I did porn but still gave me any prescription pills I wanted. All I had to do was tell them I needed them to get through hardcore scenes. In fact, any porn star can get just about any prescription from certain doctors in the San Fernando area. Maybe they get kickbacks from porn producers. Who knows.

Some of my experiences on the porn set include me being totally wasted and porn producers allowed me to be and even provided alcohol and drugs for me. I experienced rough sex scenes and have been hit by male talent and told them to stop but they wouldn’t stop until I started to cry and ruined the scene. During one specific scene called “Bukkake” I was really high and the producers knew it and they told me to use a Douche to pretend I was urinating on another performer but I had an accident and instead I defecated on the performer. I was so humiliated and wanted to die. They told me it was okay and not to worry that they weren’t going to make a big deal about it and the next thing I know they blasted the scene all over the web. I felt totally degraded.

My Worst Hardcore Scene

The worst scene I ever did was during my first couple weeks in the business. The agent who handled all my bookings called me the day before the scene and said it would be similar to a solo masturbation scene. Then he added that there would also be about 10-15 guys masturbating to me and ejaculating on my body. He said it would be quick and easy money. I agreed to do the scene and showed up to the studio at the late-evening call time…..

When I arrived I saw a massively long line of men outside the studio. I recognized very few of them as “talent.” Most of them were strangers I had never seen before and I wondered why they were there. I didn’t greet them but just took a deep breath and walked through the doors.

I asked the make-up artist what was going on outside and why there were so many men. She giggled and said, “They’re all here for you, girl! For the Bukakke!”

I thought to myself, “What the hell is that?” I quickly called my agent and said that there were so many men - at least 75! My agent told me that I had to do it and if I didn’t, he would charge me and I would lose any other bookings I had because I would make his agency look bad. I was really new to the business and didn’t want to cause problems with the agency. So I went through with it because I didn’t want to lose out on money - that was the whole reason I was there. ….

While the make-up artist was making me look pretty, she instructed me to get fluids all over my face. She said the majority of the men weren’t in the business and didn’t have a clue what they were getting themselves into. She also said the company did Bukakkes every other week and put ads in the LA weekly to give men a shot at their big fantasy of ejaculating all over young fresh faces and appearing in a porn movie.

I couldn’t believe it. I was sick to my stomach knowing some of these men could have wives and daughters waiting for them at home. What would they think if they knew where their husband or daddy was? And what would these men do if their daughters were up there like me, drunk and high, while the producers stood by and allowed it? And I never did see any proof of their STD tests because I was too high. To this day I have no idea how 75 men could have been tested to do a porn movie with me.

By the time I was done with make-up, dealing with my agent, and at the same time trying to build some confidence to do this horrifying scene, it was already 10pm. One of the crew members offered me vodka and beer.

This so-called “quick scene” had not even started and I had to let each one of those men masturbate to me and shoot their bodily fluids all over my face and body. I drank a few more shots, finally loosened up, checked out emotionally and mentally, and got through the scene.

It was absolutely horrible. After the scene ended the photographer made me take pictures with the 75 men who had just ejaculated on me while I stood there covered with their bodily fluids forcing myself to smile. I felt so gross and disgusted with myself that I couldn’t even look at the film when I was sober.

I love reading about people being scared little girls. Protip: write a tl;dr version of this vomit.

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One of the crew members offered me vodka and beer.

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Oh wah wah. Consider this my offer to poke you in the eye with a skewer.

What's a Norco, and where are these doctors?

there's no way it was written by the whore that experienced it..

bahahah this is great comedy.... Umm.. i wanted to get into porn.. but i worry bout if these guys have wives at home? and don't want jizz on me? wtf....

I just totally jacked off to that story.

I am only curious, is EVERY woman that does porn this fucked up.. or do some just love cock and like to be watched?

Well its going to be harder for the chicks to fade away and deny they did porn to there new friends when tattoos are easier to match than moles.

Yeahhhhh.......who is Brandy ? Hmmmmmm !

Why is it that all these stories include every possible detail about what drugs and pills they put into themselves (I haven't even heard of half of them), but never mention any of the agents, talent and producers that took advantage of them by name?

I think they are meant to be cautionary tales for the modern slut:
"I left home, refusing to go to community college or take on a menial job to support myself and I ended up sucking black cock, taking DPs and eating ass while high on meth and coke. If only I'd paid attention to my mom!!"

When you actually take a shit on someone, and that is NOT your worst day of work, your job sucks.

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They told me it was okay and not to worry that they weren’t going to make a big deal about it and the next thing I know they blasted the scene all over the web. I felt totally degraded.

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So where is it? Google has nothing.

Don't get me wrong -- I feel bad for her to some degree. BUT... she was what, 25? 26?, when she started to do porn?

When does personal responsibility take over and the victim excuse fall short? Not just that...but it's not like she only did one or two movies / scenes for sites.

As for the money angle--we would all like to make more than we do. If someone chooses to do something that they don't like b/c it's more money, that's their choice...good or bad.

Oh, those horrible doctors, I'll bet they're in the porn producer's hip pocket. They gave her pills to make all the pain go away (I'm sure they forced them down her throat, too).


And those nasty, terrible porn producers, what terrible human beings they are for facilitating possible adultery.


When the mopes "hit" her, maybe they should have slapped some sense into her fragile head. Another whore complete with issues & weakness to get into porno thinking it's happy, shiny people land but none of the guts to voice objection or limits.

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...checked out emotionally and mentally, and got through the scene.

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Good WHORE!

Was Gia the photographer? I don't recall when Gia started doing the bukkakes, nor do I recall what volume Avanti did this scene off-hand.

I didn't shoot Michelle's bukkake. But every bukkake I've shot, the girls were well aware that there were going to be 70 guys jacking loads on their faces.

This whole story makes Michelle sound ridiculously naive. Regardless, I will now get an extra jolt from watching her cum gagging scene in "10 Man Cum Slam #24"! If I recall correctly, after lots of face fucking in all kinds of positions, AND having let many of the guys fuck her as a bonus, her face practically turns green as she tries desperately not to puke up the first 5 loads that get blasted into her mouth, and things only get worse from there. Very entertaining scene. LOL