I know, for once I gave genuine advice, and now "I'm weird".
Also, one day, at the height of my methyness. Picture it, August 2004 at some liquor store, a man came up to me and my bf, he wanted to know if we were interested in "modeling" for his new bussiness or site or someshit. He said "he liked our look".

lmao, gave us his bussiness card, but we didn't think it was real and for some retarded reason thought it would ruin things. Stupid youth, bad decisions. I ended up in the same place I would have I guess.. Its only a matter of time before the past comes back to fuck me in the ass... Hypothetically.... Of course.
Foryousir,
I suggest ADT... I can barely hang there, and they think I'm nuts.