More than that Monkey, and I've totally changed, Ive never drank, so that wasn't an issue, Ive stopped using heroin, its going to be 2 1/2 years almost with 1 slip up, Im honest about my using, I've always been here, nothing to hide, no one pays for my drugs but me, so no need to lie about it.....but I really dont give a fuck who thinks what and who knows what I looked like 6 years ago cause those are the pictures that are always posting. It also amazes me that if I was such a monster, why would you save it to your hard drive, strange.

I remember receiving lots of PM'S saying how pretty I was and they wanted to see my tits and my pussy, but I dont need to do that to satisfy others. Im a civilian, remember? With nothing to do with this industry other than being nosey about all the fucked up people in it.
What I look like now?, you havent seen a recent picture of me, cause if you're referring to the last one I posted on my Myspace, that picture is from almost 3 years ago....Im not in movies, Im not 20 years old so I dont have to try to look like that, I love where I am at my age, Ive achieved alot in my life.
Im not an attention whore, so need to post pictures of me or my tits. I recall someone saying "Im nobody in the industry, this coming from someone who is nothing but a stripper themselves, but guess what, I never wanted to be in the industry in anyway other than the forums which I find funny and love the gossip. I wouldnt be too proud that Im dumb as a kindergarten drop out and all Im worthy of is sucking smelly mens cocks and balls and get my self esteem from perverts on a porn board. Ohhhh I maybe jealous, that's the next thing I will probably hear. This person thinks they are in porno, that totally makes me laugh out loud, cause you take a few home movies of you sucking strange cock, does not make you a porn chick, just delusional. I doubt anyone would put you in their films, maybe the nobodies of porn, but you will never be in the "big named producers stuff" and Im sure you "know who you are too", as you said about me. Im happy w/myself and that's all that matters.
Have a good weekend guys.