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Howard asked if Shawna ever blew guys for meth, and she laughed: "I think I did, actually." Shawna said her problems and addictions eventually caused her to take a razor to her wrist - and then showed Howard the scars. Shawna told Howard that she'd like to cover up the scars: "I would love to get those fixed."

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Shawna admitted there were other factors in her suicide attempt: "I don't know what was going on...I had a bunch of people in the adult industry trying to take advantage of me at that time." Howard pressed for details, so she explained: "I fell into the drug thing for a while...I was on meth for about 10 months. My life fell apart. I did it once and was hooked. One time. I wanted it the next day."

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