Thanks Charin, I know the first year is very hard, that's what alot of old times have said, I have to be honest and say Ive never made it that long, the longest Ive stayed completely clean, no pot, no pills to help me sleep, nothing, was 9 months, then I picked up thinking I could do it right this time....yeah right, like no ones ever thought of that one.
I keep coming back, and I try. Ive only done up to 4 and stopped because it was really really deep and my mind wasnt there yet I guess. Its never too late, so like I said, I keep trying.