I joined because I was deeply disturbed one night after watching a scene with Gianna and R. Knox. I felt akward for watching him be so inadequate for the scene, that I googled his name. News of his retirement would have brought me closure. Instead, however, I found a thread on this board where (and it has been a while, so if I get this a little incorrect, please forgive me) I believe Willie D posted stills from one of his scenes with drawn on laser beams from Ryan Knox's eyes directly to another stunt cock in the scene. From then on, I knew I had found a good home.