Perhaps I did ask for it. But only a great mind speaks out, just as you did to begin with. And only one alike will reply.

I will start off saying that World Modeling did a great job by starting me off. They were a big help but once they realized I was getting work on my own, they took me out of their books. I have a good standing business relationship with both Jim and Steve who are great people. What I was trying to say, if you were paying attention is that when getting work in the long run isn't so great with WOrld MOdeling because they don't push as hard as they do when female talent is brand new. Being that new talent is the highest demand.

I do not have my set rates but a lot of girls do and seem to get by. I do enjoy the industry. If I wasn't enjoying it, I'd go fire to two guys working for me and work full time in the warehouse shipping sports equipment. But no, I dont want to do that. I rather do the paper work and fulfill my desires as an exhibitionist. I'll say that I'm not a prostitute but a prostitute for the camera if you want to put it that way. I don't have time to walk streets or hang out somewhere to make extra money. I'm happy the way things are now.

I've done a great deal of movies working for lesser rates than the norm. Especially with companies such as Legend among many other companies as well and internet content. The only reason why I choose to do so is because they're wonderful people, I have fun on set, they dont lolly-gag, they know what they want, and will use me again. You're right that it takes a little sacrifices to get more business. But when it comes to companies out there who try to get a girl to do a boy/girl photo shoot for 200-300 dollars just because its pictures is utterly pathetic. Especially when you get nothing in return.

Regardless of what you are doing it takes money to make money. And I'm not talking in specific amounts. I admire that you are doing this on your own without loans and so forth but perhaps you took me the wrong way as I was pissed off to constantly see people bitch how expensive peoples rates are. It would make more sense to me that if a company has a budget then why dont they make their set offered rates. So if a girl won't go with it, what can you do? There are plenty of other people out there who I am sure are worthy to fulfill a role you had in mind.

Also before I forget... I don't see how I'm hiding behind a false indentity when that picture in my avatar is myself. It's a photograph from a live internet show called BLOW (www.blowmelive.com) which entails nude wrestling, nude massaging, nude chat, showers, under water cam in a tub, ring talk, eating naked, etc all for 7hrs (3pm-10pm) that pays the girls 400 with taxes taken out. I don't complain otherwise I wouldn't be apart of it. But it's to show you that a big show like that would idealy pay much more for all the shit that goes on in the show but because I'm happy, love the people, love the atmosphere, love what i do, have fun with the people I interact with, the money is worth it. And I can always go back.

I'm not here to impress you nor anyone. I never did before I did porn and don't need to. Simple as that. We are all entitled to say what we want. If I were to keep my mouth shut along with everyone else and let you rant your own opinions as we sit and listen. This world would be far too perfect in your little perfect world. But life isn't about perfection. Life is about survival,fulfillment, you get the picture.

You have to admit that if there were not talent both male, female and well yes the trannies too... there wouldn't be porn. You can't deny that. And I wasn't saying it to put anyone or myself on a pedestal. That's just the way it is. Same goes if we had no one that knew how to operate a camera, we'd only have photographs and no movies.

My question to you is... why dont you do business through Jim instead of Modelgig if they're so perfect and sucessful since 1976? I'm sure Jim has almost every girl that Model gig has. (no offense to robert) You can't tell me that Jim fails to serve girls work who are into the business at least a year already.... if so I'll be impressed and perhaps ill stop by there again and say hi since steve austin did call to say hello and ask to stop by sometime.

All in all, I did ask for it. Now what?