And people wonder why I'm always angry when it comes to porn. I wasn't like this a year ago. Yeah I've always been a bitch but nothing like this.

Why aren't they in jail? ..... it's porn
Why won't the police do anything? ..... it's porn
Why won't anyone sue? ..... it's porn
WHY, WHY, fucking WHY??

Where is this fucking family Bill Margold keeps on talking about and his fucking teddy bears?? Why do performers work for shit wages and not insist on residuals? Why do the girls hand over their identities and hand over the rights to their names? What does Derek Hay have on Steven Hirsch? Why is California going bankrupt in two months when they have porn, Hollywood, and half of the music industry in the state? Have Mike South and Kayden Kross knocked boots yet? Why was I unbanned again; is Jeff plotting against me in retaliation; will a bucket of pig's blood drop on my head soon? These are the things I think about. I'll go play with my snow globe now and think of happier thoughts instead of the garbage running through my head now.......

Oh if this industry was run by women. One can dream ........