Lately, while under the influence of drugs (which seems like every weekend these days, while my banker buddies and colleagues lose job after job after job), I've found myself drawn to using derogatory language like "whore" and "slut", to barking orders at whores during private "dances" in the VIP rooms at strip clubs, to pushing their heads down on my cock and choking and slapping the whores. No spitting, and I always ask if it's "okay" for me to choke and slap them, or piss on them (I'm a pervert, not a rapist!); surprisingly, the answer is often "no problem" or "I like it".

I think both my interest in getting rough with the whores, and the whores' acceptance of it, is due to the "pornification" of our culture. So many more whores are able to deepthroat or throatfuck these days. So many can work it two-on-one with another dude, or another whore. So many are willing to take it up the ass, and to suck it ass-to-mouth, that it has to be chalked up to the porn.

Yes, the piss queens are harder to find. A good lead is the number of tattoos -- more tattoos = more piss.

Here's my question: When under the influence (of meth, especially), I'm aroused most by Khan Tusion's Butt Licking Anal Whores, and by the detestable Facial Abuse, Ghetto Gaggers, and Latina Abuse. The content of these media are revolting objectively, but when I'm high I could just about rub my cock off watching them. I'm worried: Do I hate whores, all women, or just myself?