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you can hardly call him an idiot/stupid/dumbass - he had the balls to go through with what many more people only ever TALK about doing while driving everyone crazy, like many whiney EMO's and goths.

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I'd be surprised if this wasn't CGP with a clit. I mean born with a clit, not carrying one in his purse.

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you can hardly call him an idiot/stupid/dumbass - he had the balls to go through with what many more people only ever TALK about doing while driving everyone crazy, like many whiney EMO's and goths.

I wish more people would either do it or not do it, but don't sit and fucking talk about it. This otherwise normal girl my buddy dated once decided to lock herself in his bathroom with a kitchen knife as he was leaving to go to work, because he said he wanted her gone by the time he got home since he was done with the relationship. She said she'd be dead when he got home. He told her "I gotta get to work - take care, brush your hair." Of course when he got home she wasn't there anymore - just five pages worth of scribble about what a terrible person he was that he could just 'leave her there to die'. :rolleyes: drama whore. Had he given in to her bullshit instead of leaving, there would've been no end to it.

So kudos to this dude on his success, even though psych help is what he probably needed more. Tough-talk aside, in all seriousness it *is* tragic.

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I once had a dream about watching people blow their brains out and hang themselves on cam. I watched for days and days. They rotted beautifully. The hung man, pardon pun, his insides came out through his ass and after a while everything past below the neck bloated and swelled and burst right before my tired tired eyes. They were covered in bugs and eventually the hung mans dog came in for a snack, he died not long after his last bite. He rotted too. I had been up for so long watching intensely on a scorching summer week I almost felt like I could smell the stench through my eyes... Perhaps I was dead too, decomposing, infested with sarcophagidae.

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it's cool to see people make their goals become reality.. BUT for on camera... pills are just anti climatic.. use a gun.. a nice twitching hanging.. homemade guilotine.. something thats camera friendly. Not just "im sleepy.. think ill lie down now"..

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I hope Wankus takes this advice and puts it to good use.

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What kind of music does he like?

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Who me?!... Haha no!... But why???...

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You had a dream about watching people on webcams killing themselves and "rotting beautifully"...hence the "seek help" comment.

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I hope Wankus takes this advice and puts it to good use.

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I don't necessarily need to see Wankus die, I can live with him just being dead.

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Who me?!... Haha no!... But why???...

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You had a dream about watching people on webcams killing themselves and "rotting beautifully"...hence the "seek help" comment.

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My definition of "rotting beautifully" is simply "rotting to perfection" from a science lovers point of view. I felt fortunate to witness nature take its course. And by nature I mean in the nature of human decomposition.


I always wanted to be something that had to do with the human body after death. But now that I have kids I dont think I could handle it. I have become a softie, much like Ryan.

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I felt fortunate to witness nature take its course. And by nature I mean in the nature of human decomposition.

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This was a dream, correct?. So you never actually "witnessed" it.

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I felt fortunate to witness nature take its course. And by nature I mean in the nature of human decomposition.

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This was a dream, correct?. So you never actually "witnessed" it.

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Yes a dream, I witnessed it in my dream. I have lucid dreams most of the time. I remember them word for word and scents and all that. Sounds crazy Im sure and it makes me feel it a little. I tried thinking about a friends phone number for the longest and couldnt and in that nights dream I remember it and wrote it down. When I woke up I thought about my dream and I remembered the number again I quickly wrote it down and called it. It was the right number.

Also I hate when I am dreaming and In the dream I KNOW Im dreaming.

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I only have dreams my kids go missing. Those are what I call "I cant fucking breathe dreams". I feel paralized and I cannot breathe for about 5 seconds after I wake from it.

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