The American Pornstar
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The drug dealt by the dealer is my pornstar friend. I’ve never seen a woman with so much support. I wish I could though be grateful, but I can’t lie, I am not because of the fact that I have a couple other friends that I care about sometimes more than myself in the same depressing predicament trying to desperately find a way out of the minor messes created in their lives by a decision to distribute their image. Its depressing seeing the responses on her peer's posts, to be honest.

I’m a pornstar also, but in my own world, the only difference being I didn’t have a camera or permanently signed away distribution rights. You’d call it co-dependency at its extreme. I call it social responsibility for my friends. If this has gathered some attention with some of your higher ups, I am grateful for that. Life should only be fair, especially for pornstars, such as her, Monica Morales, Milan Sterling, and Jeanie Marie Sullivan.

Emily is wanting to change, as she's always been upfront with her intentions (those that know her, know what I'm talking about). She is presently stating that she wants change, and she realizes that she is not in the place able to ask for it, as she is modest about asking for help, but she is really wanting stability in her life. She wants another chance to go back to rehab to better her life - she was kicked out of a court ordered rehab for crying out loud. Why was she sent to the streets? To get into more trouble when she was trying to get sober? Back in the end of September '08 when they kicked her out, she should have been taken back to jail for a few days for a rehab violation, not been kicked out to the street to get into greater trouble.