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Christian shouldn't answer it, plain and simple.

Opening up on the internet with all your feelings and every detail of your work schedule is a double edged sword; to me it seems most of the problems people have with Christian really intensified once he started blogging. With a blog like his every little issue becomes amplified much more than it ever should be.

And yes, his new openness has had a detrimental effect on people's views on him; (I remain impartial though, but some of his posts here have been a little off the wall and I can totally see why people's views have changed) Christian's always been a popular subject when I talk with porn people and I've noticed more and more negative statements about him.

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i hate it when you speak in generalities....be more specific.

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I hate speaking in generalities as it may cost someone *their job*, but fuck it anyway...

A few months ago I was chatting with an ex-flame who used to work at Naughty America (who directed you in a few scenes); they mentioned that a few people on their message boards were raising questions about scenes filmed out of the country. I responded "Let me guess, does it have to do with scenes filmed in the UK?" Once they responded "yes" they asked me how I knew. I responded "Well, Christian did post a bunch of pics of his last trip to the UK all over XPT, I just assumed so." They were surprised but said I was right; we then got into a discussion with the legalities of US companies filming in the UK, and so forth.

(Mind you this was four to five months ago)

The more current discussion happened during a normal conversation with someone (another person besides the one mentioned above) in the industry; they brought you up out of the blue. They were surprised how many times you were coming up in the adult industry news then went into a bit of a tirade about you; granted, this person before this never spoke about you in a negative light, and every conversation previous to this was very *positive*.

They thought all the times you've been mentioned recently has been detrimental to your career and makes you out to be just a big goober. They felt you've been rather pretentious in the response you've given when people have found out you're still doing tranny scenes, especially with some of the responses you've given, and your reactions to it. Especially when you've tried to distance your personal and professional life as different characters (Max Diesel vs. Christian) Specifically changing your signature on the Naughty America Forums to "Thanks Laura!" or something of the such to neutralize all the criticism you were receiving over there for still doing tranny scenes.

They then reminded me we were both History majors in college, and hoped I wouldn't be as big of a douche as you.

My opinion on you remains the same Christian; I respect you probably the most out of anyone in the business for speaking your mind, but it makes it kind of weird when you're the topic of conversation (for better or worse) with a few different friends.

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thats not bad a list is it. i will always answer everything the truth.

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Shyla Stylez - 1 time (no list),

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I got involved in a situation that not only cost me 1000 dollars, but in order to figure out exactly what the hell happened, I had to become Sherlock fucking Holmes. Then later on in the day, I am suddenly thrust in the middle of a strange situation in another scene that I am actually doing today. I swear to you people, I have the strangest, most convoluted life. As always, lets start at the beginning.

Okay, so I am 100 percent positive that I am going to lose you people in the explanation of the shenanigans that went on yesterday and today. So at the end of my little tale, I will sum everything up for comprehension.

About a week ago, I get a phone call from Paul "PT" Thomas, probably the most famous director in our business. He is the main director for Vivid, a company that I have shot for since I started in this business. PT's production manager is Shylar, a laid back dude who basically runs the show for all the Vivid directors and has for a very long time. Last year, I was included in quite a few Vivid productions, actually I won an AVN award for my participation in a scene for PT in the remake of Debbie Does Dallas. This year however, I haven't worked for Shylar or PT a single time, so the phone call really surprised me.

PT was calling me because he had just went on a go-see (where directors meet girls that are either new or that the director wants to meet them in person) and met two girls who told PT about their "fantasies". These two girls were Jaelyn Fox and Asa Akira, and both girls are with Gold Star Modeling. They both told PT that they wanted to do a domination scene with strapon's included on a guy. So of course, the first call PT made after hearing this was to me. Let's face it, there isn't any other guy in the business willing to do that kind of scene (on camera at least....lol). Now, I don't know either of these girls, but I figure if that is the type of scene they are into, then I am golden.

So let's fast forward to yesterday. At around 330pm, I get a call from PT himself saying that neither of the girls want to work with me and that he was sorry, but he was cancelling me from the scene. Wow, really? The night before, I had spoken to Asa through a third party, and she personally told me she was looking forward to doing the scene. Also Jaelyn Fox, this is the girl who will do basically anything on camera, she has done a strapon scene with Vin Deacon, worked many times with TJ Cummings, I mean, I don't think she is real worried about me. But when I personally called Joel Lawrence, the owner of Gold Star Modeling (and Jaelyn's boyfriend), he assured me that I was indeed on BOTH girls no lists. Bear in mind that I had never actually met either one of these girls. I explained to Joel about the situation, and he promised to get to the bottom of it.

So now, I was pretty pissed off. First of all, losing the scene costs me 1000 bucks. Second, PT kept both girls in the scene and cancelled me, even though he told me on the phone that he sympathized with me about the situation. How can you argue with the most award winning director in the business? That's right, you can't.

So by now everyone who reads my little blog knows that I don't take things like this happening to me lying down. I am going to get to the bottom of this somehow and get an answer. I started by talking to the same person who was speaking to Asa previously. He swore to me that Asa told him that she was cool working with me. I didn't know Jaelyn, but I sent her a message on Myspace explaining the situation, and how flabbergasted I was that she was cool to do a strapon scene with Vin Deacon, a nice guy but someone who does EXACTLY the same types of scenes that I take all the flack for, and yet wasn't cool working with me. I called Joey Silvera about the situation and he was shocked, he said Jaelyn was one of his favorite girls and couldn't understand why she had taken that position.

This was as far as I got yesterday, but this morning I made a few more phone calls. Namely to the agent at Gold Star who initially found out that both girls wouldn't work with me. He is a friend of mine as well, and someone who has always been truthful to me. He told me flat out that Asa told him she was uncomfortable working with me, and that he hadn't been able to get a hold of Jaelyn until after the scene had already been changed. So Asa basically bold faced fucking lied to me and my friend about wanting to work with me. That's just lovely.

Then I checked my myspace and Jaelyn had written me a message:

Hey Christian, you know I never even knew you were supposed to be in the scene with me and Asa, and I had nothing to do with cancelling it. When I signed with Goldstar a year and a half ago I was dating Miles Long and he told me to put you on my no list. Since then I really didn't even remember that you were on my no list. I would have loved to do the scene with you today... I hear very good things about you and respect you. I'm sorry that the scene got cancelled for you.. no one ever talked to me about it or asked me if I would like to do it, they just cancelled it. I will be taking you off of my no list and hope we can work together in the future. I'm really sorry about the whole thing...

You know, I actually appreciate this response from her, very professional, very friendly, and makes total sense. So let's talk for a minute about the bold type. Miles Long is a cameraman/director for New Sensations and is basically a sleazy fucking maggot. He is one of those douchebags that is constantly trying to date the girls in the business, but this moron can't even get that right......here is the list of the last couple of girls he was "dating": Sophia Lynn (the drug addict turned religious nut) and Nikki Nieves (the insane girl who has had 15 agents and can't stay in the business for more than a month at a time). These are the type of girls he loves to latch on to. The last time I saw him, he was talking about moving Sophia Lynn into his house.......lol, god what a tool.

So let's recap:

1. PT hasn't hired me all year
2. When he does call me, its for a scene that only I will do
3. Asa Akira and Jaelyn Fox both had me on their no list
4. Joel Lawrence always tells me the truth and has always been on my side
5. PT cancelled me and NOT the two girls who didn't want to do the scene
6. Asa Akira is two faced and basically untruthful
7. Jaelyn Fox dated a fucking douchebag named Miles Long
8. I will be requesting Jaelyn for every scene that I get the chance to see if she is serious
9. Christian loses 1000 dollars as well as another 600 because I could have worked for Venom today as well.

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