i only mention her when someone else brings her up... honestly thats the absolute LAST subject i would rather talk about.

as far as your question about whats changed... It's like when you work for a company, you know the company is a sinking ship... but, it is still your responsibility to protect it in public. Or that friend who you have, who you know is a douchebag, but if anyone else calls em that... they are your friend, so your gonna defend em, ya dig?

consider that my last word on the subject.