I've juggled with the idea of being a new shit-raising, muck-racking porn journalist for a few months now. But at the same time I've been trying to do my best to burn every bridge I have to the porn world so I never have any reason to join it again (yes, the Hollywood "mainstream" seems much more appealing and viable right now when the porn world has entered a period of self-exiled-retardation, and all my friends in porn seem to have left, which is the best for their careers).

So I'm personally stuck in a weird place. But I'm still feeling the wood burning pyromaniac phase!

But its just no fun watching some retard like Cindi and Darrah burn everything more so than anything I ever could do.