I'm haviong troubles. I cannot real;ly affors to patron pornographic outlets (discs, videos, booths, strippers, distgusating etcs.) these days. Finally, pathetically this l;eaves a void. I full it like so: I imagine fucking the wives of men I know at work in front of them as they hoild those tiny digital film cameras with relish. Tracking around us ("Us" meaning her as an extension of me as I use her body to satisfy myinesleve) with non tracks, with relish saying "Pound her, Dude!". This fantasy is incredible and I have to fill in what their lives look lioke. It rather homosexual and makles me wonder about myself for the dozenth timed in my life. My cum lands on my belly anbd becomes ice cold so quickly that I think I should call fror medical assurance.