I got drunk and had a one-nighter with a girl I kinda' knew last week. She was a friend of a friend and we shared drinks and went home for some fun. Well, she talked about our time with some friends of hers... and friends of mine heard about it. Long story short, people think I'm fucked up.

I guess she found the experience upsetting... the next day. While we were having sex I said "Tell me that you love me". She seemed kind of taken back but then told me that she loved me. I do this almost everytime I hit up the bar for a one-nighter. It just turns me on that so many people have a problem telling someone that they love them... but if they are on top of you and their eyes are rolling back in their heads... they will do it. It is more of psychological turn on than physical but it works for me.

Anyways, my friends start asking me about this. They say "that is fucked up, man". Is that fucked up? Is being turned on by manipulating someone any different than being turned on by being choked or spanked?

Sure, I get that it is playing on someone's emotions at the absolute opportune time... but thats what makes it so good. Plus, the girl did in fact tell me that "she loved me". So, wasn't she just saying what I wanted to hear so she could get off? How is that not on the same level as what I did?

Thoughts? Put downs? Shrink suggestions?