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Let's be totally honest, the directors/producers don't care about it, so why could I?



Some of them do -- you mention them on your blog almost daily each time this comes up.


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...the only people who squawk are basically people too scared to say who they are in real life...



Like the individual girls who veto being in your scenes? We know about so many of them because you tell us about them yourself.


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again, if i am AIM tested and my partner is AIM tested, i will do pretty much anything as long as there is a paycheck involved at the end.



I think this is where the problem lies. The people who won't hire you or work with you likely draw a different line than just the disease card -- they are judging you on your decisions.

Being with you reflects poorly on them -- which appearance-obsessed porn whore would enjoy imagining that THEIR looks makes a guy just as hard as a tranny's looks? Hey, I give you points for being able to get wood around anything with a pulse. Ignoring the girls who are ignorant about disease implications or homophobic, there are some who must just withdraw based on pure disillusionment.

There has to be some serious cognitive dissonance in trying to hold the following thoughts in a porn-whore head at the same time :

1) i'm hot
2) cxxx will fuck me without a problem
3) i'm so hot that people pay to see me fuck
4) cxxx will fuck a tranny without a problem

My take is that the consumers aren't the only ones who need an illusion as part of the scene.