I, Willie D, am coming out of the closet as gay. I know many of you here have thought of me as a close friend and porn addict colleague, but after my bathhouse experience last night I am liberated. The sex came easy for the first time in my life and I'm still sore if you know what I mean.

I know you will all warm to the idea in time. It has been a difficult decision for me. However, I can no longer live the lie. I've lashed out at whores for years now because I was project my own self loathing on to them. I even lashed out at porn studs and directors for no apparent reason. Well the reason was, I wanted in their pants. I was jealous of their confidence and masculinity when I am such a cock loving pansy.

All that said, I apologize to Ghost Shadow, Darth, Metal Man, Jenna, Mia, Kurt, and the rest. Please be WHO YOU ARE and let me be who I am... Willie D, a frolicking, show tunes whistling, curtain hanging, country swing dancing, cup of hot joe at the lodge instead of skiing, straight up gay. Christian and Kurt... I solute you as fellow gays. I have followed your lead by coming out.

Willie D