Obviously you're sharing this crap to feed whatever is left of your battered, forgotten ego. You work a demeaning job, but fantasize that you missed your calling. You lamely tell yourself that you're misunderstood and could have been a sucessful architect, industrial designer or something sumilar. Reality check: doodles like yours can be seen in the school notebook of almost every geeky loner 7th grade Dungeons & Dragons fan. You are not special in any way. The world was correct in its original assessment.