3 days ago I had a panic attack while riding the subway over to work. Around 5-7 minutes after I got into the train on some station a hot girl with very big boobs and lips and with some luggage walks in and sits right on the other bench in front of me. Everything is okay and like 5 minutes later she started to take out her makeup supplies and start primping herself up. At first everything was okay, I kinda even gave it a quick fantasy when she applied the liptick on, I gave it a thought about how great it would be to stick the lipstick into her asshole and twirl it for a little bit and then she would push it out. 2 minutes into her primping session I began having a sudden panic attack. My heart started beating, my face turned red and people startig to stare at me. I didnt know what to do and there was a cop at the other end of the train car. So 2 stops later I exited the train and waited for another one. While I waited the panic attack went away.