I'm not worrying about you being addicted. I don't care if you are or not. The only thing I do care about is the way you talk about it.

You portray yourself as being clean and at the same time you smoke weed. That's not clean in my book. Furthermore, you often rant like an imbecile on speed, which only confirms my idea that you're using.

And 'should have, could have, would have' is something you use in a very casual manner. This excuse-searching is not to my liking and, again, very similar to standard junkie behaviour. Have a nice day!