By grudging respect do you mean uncontrollable envy? I think you do. Lol, you wouldn’t be returning to this post trying again and again, if I wasn’t sailing that lawn dart right through the middle of your BS, and nailing that bullseye painted on your pointy little forehead. You hate all those who are more successful than yourself especially those you perceive as beneath you. Like cripples or other minorities. Why is it you hate them for being so much more successful than you? Did you ever think their success and your failure at life might have less to do with intelligence and more to do with them not being a walking typing sack of Massengill?