Quit trying to make this about me, everyone knows it's about you. You and your feelings of inadequacy when compared to a cripple. I just think of you as polar opposites, that's all. He's crippled on the outside and you're crippled on the inside. He has a physical defect and you have an emotional one. Yes, every village does need an idiot, unfortunately villages also have to come with child predators like you.