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Burg, do you fear being in someone's "black book"?

I know such fears would completely consume jamesn, for example ...




I know I am in a number of black books and, as you more than likely have figured out by now, I live my life like an open book...perhaps too open, but I dont think so. My way of defusing potential "bombs" is to just let them explode, but take away as much destructive power as possible by simply being open and honest about things....If more people did this, there would be less "Hard Copy" on TV and more truly hot, erotic prograqmming too...

The simple fact is this: As much respect and genuine fondness I have for jamesn, and whatever like feelings he may have for me, we are radically different in several key areas:

I was born Middle class, and totally fucked at birth physically....he is/was not; I have/had no legacy to uphold and no expectations bearing down upon me (not until after I graduated anyway), and other than a some chunks of change and a few plots o' earth with houses on them, not much to lose at this point, including my self-respect, which I lost after I paid my first gorgeous whore to jerk off into her mouth. Jamjes has a much more difficult and complex legacy/situation to deal with...

If it ever was published in the Mendocino county news, or back east in the Connecticut River Valley News or Amherst Reminder that Da burg was busted with a 20 year old uber-whore from Minsk in the country illegally, no one would give a fuck beyond some bemusement...in fact in my case they would be sympathetic, empathetic and perhaps even slightly jealous. I am as single and independent as you can possibly be, and I intend to remain as such....any resources, money and assets I possess are 100% mine, earned by me and free for me to dole out to whom or whatever I wish...I paid for my Harvard Education as much. if not more so than my own dad, and the expiration date on that bullsht was 1993....James, no doubt, must at least always be aware of the sensibilities of his family and their standing in things to such an extent that he must be more discreet and circumspect in what he does with himself....I actually have a great deal of respect for the fine line he walks even here at XPT...I dont know if I could do what he does, I really doubt it. But dont misinterpret what I am saying...any whore or idiot dumb enough to try and take on James or make trouble for him would regret it right up until the day they locked them in a padded cell and injected them with that long-lasting tranquilizer that they only usually give to Elephants and heath ledger...what the fuck is its name, Infinityprozalamanax or some shit??? You catch my drift Sir Phat Phuck Phriend O' Mine??
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