hm. it's never occurred to me that i would like to fit in here, and your suggestion makes me a little uncomfortable. i have noticed lately that i am allowing myself to jump into silliness around here that i would have previously paid no attention to. still, i will tell myself that i don't post here enough to ever be much more than an observer. my mother loves me, however. i'm very sure of it.

how about this? your value here is that you barrel heedlessly at things. people are entertained by you. not because you are smart or insightful, but because you attack anything unpopular with such unrelenting single-mindedness. you attack the weak and the marginalized and call them faggots or poor or ethnic. apparently this is fun for you. you're a guard dog. you perform the valuable service of chasing off those ones that the upper class kids don't want to deal with, and that earns you a scratch behind the ears. maybe i'm simplifying things a bit, but it's close enough. you may be treated well, but you're still a dog. and hey, if that's cool with you, then i'm glad you're happy. most people aren't.

and you still haven't answered the question- how do you feel about bitches? (that one was for baby g)

(by the way, the windsock stuff was played out months ago- let it go)