Well another classmate and close friend had his marriage destroyed today, divorce is final. And his net worth just nosedived 60%...I wont even talk about the collateral damage to the two kids, and his gorgeous Golden Retriever Mathilda (The wife/vampire got the dog too.)

Of course, he did bring this on by ruminating, wondering, visualizing in his mind, and then actually inserting his penis inside a 21 year old hottie, a senior at Central Connecticut State. He's 41 and a Investment Banker. The hottie REALLY is a hottie...I ran into them at a birthday party last month; thats about the only upside to this I can see, he gets this young, awesome piece of ass. But it is an expensive piece of ass....

Which brings me to the way I live. Granted I am crippled and have different considerations, but I have done the math and concluded that spending 2000 - 3000 (average) 2 or 3 times a month for an evening with a attractive woman is FAR FAR less expensive (money, time, opportunity cost, stress, PMS meltdowns, etc.) than placing oneself in a permanent penile parking place. I mean that is REALLY why people get married, for a permanent fuck partner. Everything else is incidental.

What is sad is my friend's wife was about as hot at the same age as the current 21 year old hottie. And can anyone guess why the 21 year old hottie is now with my friend? A clue: He does not have the abilities of Peter North to attract such a young, amazing piece of ass, the catalyst for her wanting to ride his 41 year old schlong is GREEN, so this relationship will end up costing him a chunk of what he has left...Irony x Irony

If I somehow make it to Age 45, I will marry Holly if she is still available. She once told me she likes older men, and 5 years from now, she will know me well enough as a friend to know I would never hurt her, nor convert to a meaningless form of Judaism so I could have an excuse to not clean my house(s) on Saturday and make her walk through trash to eat my lambchops.


Hmmmm, I think i just gave myself motivation to live...Live! LIVE!!!!