I don't find it funny.
I don't find it funny at all.
The whole thing is beyond sad.
I enjoyed Sierra while she posted here.
She was funny and friendly.
She was very open.
She appeared comfortable in her own skin.
She appeared to be made to survive the difficulties of this industry.
Sierra's issues precede her participation in porn.
Sierra was reckless long before she did porn.
Sierra was doing gangbangs long before she did porn.
Sierra was abusing drugs long before she did porn.
Sierra was "swallowing things you really shouldn't be swallowing" long before she did porn.
Sierra is in pain.
She needs that pain abated.
She will NEVER heal until she takes responsibility for her choices.
She will NEVER find the source of her anguish.
She will NEVER end the pain.
The pain will haunt her forever.
Forever.I'm not a Sierra "fan". Like Gia & Gen, Sierra never appealed to me "porn-wise". But, as with those two, with the little I could gather of them on a porn board, I came to enjoy Sierra as a human. It saddens me greatly to see her veering toward oblivion.
I pray Sierra gets the help she needs and DESERVES.
I pray she finds peace within herself.
I pray for Sierra to choose the path to confront her pain.
While I view the "Lubben's" of the world as evil profiteering liars, finding false cover within their "House of Lies" was a choice SIERRA made.
Yet another in an adulthood rife with bad choices.