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#278344 - 10/02/07 02:02 PM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
Registered: 07/17/07
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Holly's just looking cute and exploitative as usual.
What, pray tell, makes a person look "exploitative"?
I doubt any reductive explanation is available. Examples may be the only way: ever seen the sly grin of a pimp? A person's expression and demeanor can reek of many things: avarice, lechery, conceit, connivance, etc. If you don't get it, then you don't get it, Fatman. Not my problem.
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#278345 - 10/02/07 05:12 PM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 12/28/05
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Standing next to Gia makes Holly look like a giant.
And VERY pink!
Loved your outfit and your shoes were gorgeous I have them in blue and white gingham, same heel. They are awesome.
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#278346 - 10/02/07 06:55 PM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 08/26/03
Posts: 8160
Loc: Roma, Repubblica Italiana
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.. but I was drinking VERY heavily then and my judgment was waaaaay off. We are obviously a match NOT made in heaven. 
Vodka, mostly. Plus beer, plus wine, and basically anything that was available at the time (except Gin, I can't touch that stuff). Most of the time I was able to hold it together in public-- though many who have seen me at awards shows, the AVN convention, etc, will tell you I was barely able-- the fun part was when I got home and there was no decorum to uphold, nor anybody who lived with me to tell me I'd had enough. The sad look in my dog's eyes were just not enough to stop me. It was ugly, I won't lie. 
How can somebody who looks and seems so happy be so miserable? I'm miserable, but I look miserable. Have some decency and get a hang dog look on your face. 
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#278348 - 10/02/07 09:23 PM
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Registered: 05/06/05
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.. but I was drinking VERY heavily then and my judgment was waaaaay off. We are obviously a match NOT made in heaven.
Vodka, mostly. Plus beer, plus wine, and basically anything that was available at the time (except Gin, I can't touch that stuff). Most of the time I was able to hold it together in public-- though many who have seen me at awards shows, the AVN convention, etc, will tell you I was barely able-- the fun part was when I got home and there was no decorum to uphold, nor anybody who lived with me to tell me I'd had enough. The sad look in my dog's eyes were just not enough to stop me. It was ugly, I won't lie.
How can somebody who looks and seems so happy be so miserable? I'm miserable, but I look miserable. Have some decency and get a hand dog look on your face.
Well I'm not miserable now! I'm the happiest I've ever been, actually. Getting sober changed my life. I know it sounds dramatic but it's true...
I gotta say though, I feel like I've been talking about this subject so much; I don't want to come off preachy and it must be boring the fuck out of you guys. Let's go back to talking about Luke's shorts from high school... 
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#278349 - 10/02/07 09:25 PM
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Chronic Masturbator
Registered: 05/06/05
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.. but I was drinking VERY heavily then and my judgment was waaaaay off. We are obviously a match NOT made in heaven.
Vodka, mostly. Plus beer, plus wine, and basically anything that was available at the time (except Gin, I can't touch that stuff). Most of the time I was able to hold it together in public-- though many who have seen me at awards shows, the AVN convention, etc, will tell you I was barely able-- the fun part was when I got home and there was no decorum to uphold, nor anybody who lived with me to tell me I'd had enough. The sad look in my dog's eyes were just not enough to stop me. It was ugly, I won't lie.
How can somebody who looks and seems so happy be so miserable? I'm miserable, but I look miserable. Have some decency and get a hand dog look on your face.
Well I'm not miserable now! I'm the happiest I've ever been, actually. Getting sober changed my life. I know it sounds dramatic but it's true...
I gotta say though, I feel like I've been talking about this subject so much; I don't want to come off preachy and it must be boring the fuck out of you guys. Let's go back to talking about Luke's shorts from high school... seriously how on earth did they last that long?
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#278350 - 10/02/07 09:28 PM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 04/14/06
Posts: 14755
Loc: Busy downloading [LEGALLY!]
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I'm happy you're doing so much better.
Yet, it doesn't seem to have improved your use of the "edit function"
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#278351 - 10/03/07 11:33 AM
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Whoremaster
Registered: 10/21/05
Posts: 2710
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Standing next to Gia makes Holly look like a giant.
Holly's so tall that when Japanese people see her, they run the other way screaming something about 'Landarrzirra!!!' 
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#278355 - 10/03/07 08:46 PM
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Kurt Lackwood's Fluffer
Registered: 01/09/06
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Eh I'm only 5'7... my little sister is 6 feet tall and has been since she was 13-- talk about awkward!
Whoa that's fucking weird. I'm the same height as you and have a sister who's 6' too. Cant remember at what age she got there but ever since she hit puberty she towered over everyone.. She older though. Is your daddy really tall? Mine is 6'5".
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#278360 - 10/03/07 11:05 PM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 09/07/05
Posts: 14160
Loc: NYC
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I take ballet now and my worst habit in class in arching my back. I even do it in family photos at Christmas. Hard habit to break. Btw, I'm only 5'4" and I was wearing plaid Vans that day while Holly was in 4" heels.
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#278361 - 10/04/07 11:45 PM
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Registered: 08/18/07
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It probably was Holly. Pretty sad at that. God you look so uncomfortable in your own skin. Ever ask yourself why? Or maybe that is what all your desperate attention whoring is all about - no?
I love the collection of pics you post, carefully chosen and landscaped to feature your best angle with the supposed subject as an aside. Do you really think you are fooling anybody? You are all about - you.
"Whores" invent bouts with cancer. You are so dissatisfied with your lack of depth you attempt to create some with a dependency. Wow, how original. You and Cory Feldman have something in common. "Whores" develop fake cancer. Fake artists create fake dependencies. It's the same desperate cry for attention, just in a different key. Alcoholism is the new cancer. Congrats.
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#278363 - 10/05/07 02:27 AM
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Whoremaster
Registered: 10/21/05
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I love the collection of pics you post, carefully chosen and landscaped to feature your best angle with the supposed subject as an aside.
I'm shocked...who would think a professional photographer like Holly would carefully pick out the best shots of herself from a batch of photos, or know anything about posing or flattering camera angles? It's unheard of, I tell you!
Tune in next week as balladeer gives Holly shit about brushing her teeth and washing her hair so that they look good!!!
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#278364 - 10/05/07 07:50 AM
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Registered: 08/18/07
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I love the collection of pics you post, carefully chosen and landscaped to feature your best angle with the supposed subject as an aside.
I'm shocked...who would think a professional photographer like Holly would carefully pick out the best shots of herself from a batch of photos, or know anything about posing or flattering camera angles? It's unheard of, I tell you!
Tune in next week as balladeer gives Holly shit about brushing her teeth and washing her hair so that they look good!!!
I'm shocked - Dan's poor reading and comprehension skills don't allow him to grasp the point.
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#278366 - 10/05/07 10:51 AM
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Rob Black's Crack Pipe
Registered: 10/02/07
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this is such a goood thread it is just the kind you guys need to make more often after all this is a porn board right we who come here like to see beautiful porno girls and this thread really has that i am sure that i am not speaking for only me but for a lot of other anonymous people who feel the same way also please no pics of dudes or fat girls only nice women preferably nude
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#278367 - 10/05/07 11:05 AM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 03/22/06
Posts: 6557
Loc: 2004 - the glory days
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#278368 - 10/05/07 11:09 AM
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Rob Black's Crack Pipe
Registered: 10/02/07
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im sorry i was just trying to say that i like the topic and the pictures did not try to be an ass i dont really understand your comment but if you think i am a bad poster then sorry i will try to be more of your style in the future right ok
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#278369 - 10/05/07 11:10 AM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 03/22/06
Posts: 6557
Loc: 2004 - the glory days
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stfu.
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#278370 - 10/05/07 11:13 AM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 09/23/04
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Sounds like birdshit. Who sounds like pris. Who sounds like nago.
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#278371 - 10/05/07 11:15 AM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
Registered: 01/19/07
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Hey, Luke, how's it goin'?  
Not Luke. I think it's warp_speed.
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#278372 - 10/05/07 11:25 AM
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Nah, that's not Warp. This is clearly someone for whom English is their first language, and Warp was from Sweden. Also check out the prior posts and the reg date. I'll stand by Luke.
As for "DownWithFags," I thik Random's right. I think it's Dan Bauer. The style is dead on.
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#278373 - 10/05/07 08:37 PM
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Chronic Masturbator
Registered: 05/06/05
Posts: 1946
Loc: Outer Space
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It probably was Holly. Pretty sad at that. God you look so uncomfortable in your own skin. Ever ask yourself why? Or maybe that is what all your desperate attention whoring is all about - no?
I love the collection of pics you post, carefully chosen and landscaped to feature your best angle with the supposed subject as an aside. Do you really think you are fooling anybody? You are all about - you.
"Whores" invent bouts with cancer. You are so dissatisfied with your lack of depth you attempt to create some with a dependency. Wow, how original. You and Cory Feldman have something in common. "Whores" develop fake cancer. Fake artists create fake dependencies. It's the same desperate cry for attention, just in a different key. Alcoholism is the new cancer. Congrats.
Of COURSE I'm/was uncomfortable in my own skin, I would imagine that's a big reason that I drank. Am I also an attention whore? Yeah, probably. Do I edit out bad photos of myself and only keep the good ones? Well duh-- I'm a photographer, I'm a girl, and yes, I am vain. I imagine I will remain that way until years from now when I'm past the point of looking even remotely attractive, and then hopefully there will be more important things to care about (like children), and my looks won't matter so much to me. In fact, I kinda look forward to that, it would be freeing.
Look I don't deny that I have a myriad of character defects, just like you, just like everybody else on the planet. But the suggestion that I "made up" my alcoholism is not only absolutely ridiculous, but it just exemplifies how ignorant you are on the subject. You think I like having a dependence on alcohol? You think this is fun? There isn't a day I wish to God that I wasn't an alcoholic, and there isn't a moment I wonder "why me?" But there are worse things in life-- like cancer, as you mentioned. At least I have some control over my disease, and I am incredibly lucky in that respect. There are a million of other things that could be wrong with me, so in a way, I am grateful. The only reason I talk about it is because Luke outed me when I was in rehab, so when I came clean about it, I decided to remain open to the topic. I do this because there is always a chance that someone else who is battling an addiction might read my story, and not feel so alone. I know when I was struggling I was desperate to find anyone who understood what I was going through, and could tell me that I wasn't completely crazy. I just wanted to know that I wasn't the only one who had these inexplicable, self-destructive tendencies, and that there was something I could do about it. I've had several people privately contact me since I've "come out", and it's great to know that I might have helped them take one step closer to seeking treatment. If I can help one person then it's worth all the insulting posts you can throw my way. So knock yourself out.
You can call me a "fake artist", that is certainly subjective and you are entitled to your opinion, I don't really care. But believe me when I say that my alcoholism is very, very real. And it's no fucking picnic.
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#278374 - 10/06/07 10:08 AM
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Pervert
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I take ballet now and my worst habit in class in arching my back. I even do it in family photos at Christmas. Hard habit to break. Btw, I'm only 5'4" and I was wearing plaid Vans that day while Holly was in 4" heels.
Can you do the splits? One day I want to be able to do them but stretching is really painful
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#278375 - 10/06/07 10:09 AM
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Pervert
Registered: 09/06/03
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Loc: Ceara's bunny cage
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That's not a whore, that's a sasquatch.
Who is that girl? She must be about 6'4" or more. Is she in porn?
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#278376 - 10/06/07 10:10 AM
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Eh I'm only 5'7... my little sister is 6 feet tall and has been since she was 13-- talk about awkward!
Whoa that's fucking weird. I'm the same height as you and have a sister who's 6' too. Cant remember at what age she got there but ever since she hit puberty she towered over everyone.. She older though. Is your daddy really tall? Mine is 6'5".
How many siblings do you have??
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#278377 - 10/06/07 10:23 AM
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#278379 - 10/06/07 05:58 PM
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#278382 - 10/14/07 08:47 AM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 04/14/06
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Loc: Busy downloading [LEGALLY!]
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btw, It's Holly's job to provide quality pictures. It's Luke's job to provide bad pictures of Holly, et. al. Thus the "Camera of Death".
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#278383 - 11/23/07 09:31 AM
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Chronic Masturbator
Registered: 05/06/05
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If anyone cares, I just published my Xbiz article on Luke vs. the Dunk Tank on my myspace page, and here on my blog. It's one of my favorite pieces so far.
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