It probably was Holly. Pretty sad at that. God you look so uncomfortable in your own skin. Ever ask yourself why? Or maybe that is what all your desperate attention whoring is all about - no?
I love the collection of pics you post, carefully chosen and landscaped to feature your best angle with the supposed subject as an aside. Do you really think you are fooling anybody? You are all about - you.
"Whores" invent bouts with cancer. You are so dissatisfied with your lack of depth you attempt to create some with a dependency. Wow, how original. You and Cory Feldman have something in common. "Whores" develop fake cancer. Fake artists create fake dependencies. It's the same desperate cry for attention, just in a different key. Alcoholism is the new cancer. Congrats.