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.. but I was drinking VERY heavily then and my judgment was waaaaay off. We are obviously a match NOT made in heaven.

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Vodka, mostly. Plus beer, plus wine, and basically anything that was available at the time (except Gin, I can't touch that stuff). Most of the time I was able to hold it together in public-- though many who have seen me at awards shows, the AVN convention, etc, will tell you I was barely able-- the fun part was when I got home and there was no decorum to uphold, nor anybody who lived with me to tell me I'd had enough. The sad look in my dog's eyes were just not enough to stop me. It was ugly, I won't lie.

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How can somebody who looks and seems so happy be so miserable? I'm miserable, but I look miserable. Have some decency and get a hand dog look on your face.

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Well I'm not miserable now! I'm the happiest I've ever been, actually. Getting sober changed my life. I know it sounds dramatic but it's true...

I gotta say though, I feel like I've been talking about this subject so much; I don't want to come off preachy and it must be boring the fuck out of you guys. Let's go back to talking about Luke's shorts from high school...