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You definitely don't look like the drinking type. I can't even imagine seeing you asking for more than one cocktail, so I still have this innocent picture of you hardly drunk yet drunk.

I had a friend who used to drink a lot of Vodka as well. She was actually really good at holding her liquor, but sometimes she went over the top and would start getting violent, passing out and pissing herself. At this point I didn't really mind her because next morning we'd just laugh it off. I can't tell you how many time's we'd just be kicking it and someone would go "where the hell is Suzanne" and we'd step outside and find her passed out on the drive-way.

But soon she began drinking so much, that her entire persona would change entirely. You'd talk to her and she just had these glassy eyes starring at you like she'd kill you any moment. I don't know what happened to her, but she had a pretty good life before she started all the serious drinking- not to mention was a really good fuck after a few rounds.




Yeah that's the problem with alcoholism-- it's progressive. It starts off as a lot of fun, you're the life of the party, and you're famous for holding your liquor. I used to be able to outdrink big-ass frat boys in college, and pound beers faster than anyone I knew. But eventually you cross that line, and suddenly you go from buzzed to completely wasted in 15 minutes, and you wake up almost every morning with that awful feeling of regret and wondering what the hell you did the night before: who you called on the phone, who you offended, what the hell you wrote on XPT at 1 AM, hahaha...
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