Try the Tory Lane and Ashley Haze scenes--both have some crying. The Cris Taliana one has pukefucking, and spit raining down on her face through most of the scene. She uncomprehendingly calls herself a "fecal princess" as well, which is nice...
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Self-deception facilitates harm to others and to oneself, undermines autonomy, corrupts conscience, violates authenticity, and manifests a vicious lack of courage and self-control that undermines the capacity for compassionate action.