Personally, I'm pulling for Sophia. I have to admit when I met her I didn't exactly think the world of her, because she was high and talking all kinds of nonsense. But when I saw her at the Xbiz party, and talked to her via email afterwards, I saw the desperation of an addict who was really trying to get sober. She even admitted that she thought she might have a few relapses left in her. I saw in her the lost feeling that I felt when I was trying to get sober, but relapsing every 4 or 5 days. Now I was never a hard drug abuser, so I don't know if it's tougher to get off that stuff than it is to get off of booze. But when I spoke to her last, she told me how nice it was to talk to someone who didn't call her a crack whore, and who supported her in her attempts at recovery. She said so many people have told her that she's not going to make it, and I was one of the few who told her that if she really wants to, she can. Sophia's young, she has a lot of time to get her act together. I for one prefer to hope for the best in people, because the world is a much better place to live in if you think that way. Sure, I'm let down a lot of the time, but sometimes I'm not, and that's when having some faith in humanity really pays off.
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I really try to retain a respectful distance from my models, even when I'm lubing up their pussies.