From now on, it will only be porn-related, sex-related bilge from me. I hate everyone now, especially in porn...and my reason for hating, is in all HONESTY, I have become what I have beheld.
My first mistake was getting to know and establish personal relationships with people at all levels and facets of "The INDUSTRY." As a (EXTERNALLY) dysfunctional person I was compelled and fascinated by the incredible dysfunctionality of all these porn people who apparently do not have a fucking thing wrong with them on the outside. Porn is chock full of stars, producers, directors, agents, OWNERS, etc., who boggle the mind with their narcissism, laziness, sociopathy and heedless, unhealthy pursuit of self-gratification. I allowed myself to become totally calloused and morally atrophied in my association with them...now I am paying the price....and I must SHARE the pain, misery and INSIGHT with everyone. And, I am almost sure, You will fucking
LUVVVVV it...forget feeling creepy, just zero in on the most base, perverse, filthy thoughts inside your head(s) when you read and see what I post from here on out...go to that special "room" inside your brain that holds all the cerebral files of your hottest fantasies. The place you go to when you have only 5 minutes to cum and need a turbo psthway to orgasm now!
So without further delay, I begin with what I feel is the most stroke-worthy picture ever posted of the chick who encompasses ALL aspects of whoredom here at XPT. She combines the sharp-yet-also-pervy intellect of Holly, the down-to-earth natural-no-tats look of Ceara, and the perverted "penile-centric" mindset of a typical MALE porn fan, with a female slut who has done it all on film:

My own feelings and attitude and interaction with Gia have run the entire gamut of extremes (mostly good; a couple, not so much...) and now, since I have NO consistent personal interraction anymore with her I feel safe in going back to whacking off to her whenever the chance arises.
**Relevant Sidebar**: I personally have found it VERY problematic to retain or resume my masturbatory/filth-laden fantasies, once I know a porn chick personally as a real boner-fide human and not a mere object. Which no doubt has contributed to my new (r)evolution of posting about to unfold..... Oh fuckkkk yeahhhhhh