He's trying to ruin her life. And he could succeed. I can feel her fear of being recognized... Having her life shattered, broken into a thousand pieces, stomped and spat upon... Again... She's so afraid... And it makes me so horny. Who would react in such a way? Only a monster. I love her pain and crave for it. But I hate myself for it. Please god let me be good. I am not evil, not in there.

BUT ITS NOT TRUE! ITS NOT TRUE TRUE TRUE. IT IS EXACTLY IN THERE THAT I AM NOT GOOD. IN THERE I AM DARKER THAN GUAPOS ASS CRACK. Out here where the wind blows I am nice. I really am. There is nothing wrong with me out here. I like it here. I hate it in there. Please god don't leave me alone in there... not again...