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#270328 - 08/31/07 01:28 PM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
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I'm not singling out EVIL ANGEL. They are the BIGGEST OFFENDER. They make a large portion of there money from Tanny and Gay porn. They have their two FACE MEN(Rocco and Nacho) SHOOTING THAT PORN.
Marc Wallas was the catalyst for the FIRST OUTBREAK. He was an EVIL ANGEL guy at the time. He was a bisexual. He when his IV drug use spiraled out of control the LAW OF AVERAGES were against him and he contracted HIV. John Stagliano is a BISEXUAL.
Ummm... Marc Wallice deserves to rot. But he worked for Patrick Collins at the time. That would be ELEGANT ANGEL, not Evil Angel. With all your textbook information, that's an easy mixup I guess.
Rocco and Nacho are 2 of our 12 producers. How does that make what they produce equal such a large amount of Evil's sales volume? Sure, Rocco has made 4 tranny movies out of his 200 movies. Oh well.
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#270330 - 08/31/07 02:09 PM
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#270331 - 08/31/07 02:14 PM
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#270332 - 08/31/07 03:00 PM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
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I'm not singling out EVIL ANGEL. They are the BIGGEST OFFENDER. They make a large portion of there money from Tanny and Gay porn. They have their two FACE MEN(Rocco and Nacho) SHOOTING THAT PORN.
Marc Wallas was the catalyst for the FIRST OUTBREAK. He was an EVIL ANGEL guy at the time. He was a bisexual. He when his IV drug use spiraled out of control the LAW OF AVERAGES were against him and he contracted HIV. John Stagliano is a BISEXUAL.
Ummm... Marc Wallice deserves to rot. But he worked for Patrick Collins at the time. That would be ELEGANT ANGEL, not Evil Angel. With all your textbook information, that's an easy mixup I guess.
Rocco and Nacho are 2 of our 12 producers. How does that make what they produce equal such a large amount of Evil's sales volume? Sure, Rocco has made 4 tranny movies out of his 200 movies. Oh well.
Wallice was just a hired gun.
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#270333 - 08/31/07 03:03 PM
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At least Tritone isn't long winded about his agenda.
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#270335 - 08/31/07 03:18 PM
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At least Tritone isn't long winded about his agenda.
Tritone's like reading Fitzgerald or Hemingway compared to this shit. Dude!!! Edit!!!
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#270336 - 08/31/07 04:09 PM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
Registered: 07/28/06
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Karma said: Nice try Tricia. So there is no Association between Patrick Collins and your "husband" John Stagliano? You were infected by the INDUSTRY'S "preventative measures" at the time and are and were ASSOCIATED WITH EVIL ANGEL AND JOHN STAGLIANO. All you can say is "MARK WALLACE CAN ROT IN HELL".
ummm... no. Marc worked for Patrick Collins. Elegant Angel became it's own company completely separate from John and Evil Angel in 1996. I worked with Marc Wallice in fall 1997, a few months after I stopped being an exclusive performer for Elegant Angel, not Evil.
And I never mentioned hell. It would seem silly since I don't believe in hell. Go back and read my responses to Shane Bugbee.
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#270337 - 08/31/07 04:11 PM
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You're kooky. Bianca is HIV -. She told me so.
Well, that settles it then...if only US performers could be so honest, open and trustworthy about their STD status.
So Darth, I'm guessing you subscribe to the 'Darren James didn't give HIV to Lara Roxx, she gave it to him!' theory?
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#270338 - 08/31/07 07:02 PM
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Karma said: Nice try Tricia. So there is no Association between Patrick Collins and your "husband" John Stagliano? You were infected by the INDUSTRY'S "preventative measures" at the time and are and were ASSOCIATED WITH EVIL ANGEL AND JOHN STAGLIANO. All you can say is "MARK WALLACE CAN ROT IN HELL".
ummm... no. Marc worked for Patrick Collins.Elegant Angel became it's own company completely separate from John and Evil Angel in 1996. I worked with Marc Wallice in fall 1997, a few months after I stopped being an exclusive performer for Elegant Angel, not Evil.
And I never mentioned hell. It would seem silly since I don't believe in hell. Go back and read my responses to Shane Bugbee.
Thanks for illustrating the association of Patrick Collins and John Stagliano.
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#270341 - 09/01/07 12:13 AM
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Gay For Pay
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Nice try Tricia. So there is no Association between Patrick Collins and your "husband" John Stagliano? You were infected by the INDUSTRY'S "preventative measures" at the time and are and were ASSOCIATED WITH EVIL ANGEL AND JOHN STAGLIANO. Sure Rocco as done 4 tranny movies out of many. WHY DOES HE HAVE ANY if not by edict of Stagliano and his OWN personal practices. Further more I see that your not contesting that your company makes a good portion of its money from that type of Pornography and you have more than 2of your 12 producers MAKING that product.
The Head of your company is a BISEXUAL(thereby an homosexual bye most psychiatric standards)
He has driven the acceptability of Straight for Pay "studs". He condones high risk porn practices. The Aids out breaks can be associated if not traced back to him. IT WILL HAPPEN AGAIN. When it does bye bye industry. I guess you and John have totally lost the LONGTERM outlook on life and business considering you are infected with a FATAL DISEASE.
Why hasn't any so called "Pron Journalist" spoken to Mr Wallace recently, or any OTHER infected former performer. Where is thier VOICE. You seem incapable or unwilling to speak honestly about the disease the business and its practices. All you can say is "MARK WALLACE CAN ROT IN HELL". Well he is going die because of the disease he has and so are you and John. The hell part isn't up to anybody but a higher power.
HIV is no longer fatal - it doesn't necessarily lead to AIDS. I would be willing to bet both Tricia and John could pass a PCR-DNA no problem. They both look really healthy to me and will more likely die of natural causes. You are very misinformed.
The drugs can have serious side effects. Regimens can be complicated, requiring patients to take several pills at various times during the day, although treatment regimens have been greatly simplified in recent years. If patients miss doses, drug resistance can develop If an HIV infection becomes resistant to standard HAART, there are limited options. If an HIV infection becomes sufficiently resistant to antiretroviral-drugs, treatment becomes more complicated and prognosis may deteriorate.HIV spends some of its life-cycle in a state where its DNA is entirely integrated into human DNA. Under certain conditions, drug-resistant strains of the virus can remain dormant in this state, since CD4 T-cells also are dormant when not aroused by invading organisms. The resistant strain can then reemerge when antiretroviral drugs are re-introduced.It is still unclear whether suppressing or even eliminating HIV will be adequate to restore normal immune function in the long term, since HIV can damage the ability of the thymus to produce normally diverse T-cells. Also, rapid suppression of HIV and partial restoration of the immune system sometimes produces a dangerous hypersensitivity reaction, immune reconstitution inflammatory syndrome. I think Sir that you are misinformed. I know people who have died even after being on the cocktails. The reasons are many. It could be they were worn down by the physical side affects of the Therapy's(Its like chemotherapy that NEVER ENDS) Saying that no person has died or will not die from AIDS after being on the cocktail is rather myopic.
Hello WORLD!! YOU CAN ALL GO HOME NOW!!! NO NEED FOR RESEARCH!!! NO NEED TO FRET!!!! FOR DARTH HAS DECLARED, "HIV is no longer fatal - it doesn't necessarily lead to AIDS" THAT IS ALL!!!
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#270344 - 09/01/07 10:24 AM
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Folks, you don't just get Herpes on a small spot of your backside. It's a venereal disease, therefore I predict she did not contract Herpes in any form. Everyone in porn has Herpes. It's probably some skin malady that a little Jurgens lotion will clear up over time. She'll be opening her hole to baseball bats again, unless she contracted something really socially repugnant--hence her desire to not transmit it to anyone else.
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#270345 - 09/01/07 10:35 AM
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#270346 - 09/01/07 10:36 AM
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Porn Jesus
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Folks, you don't just get Herpes on a small spot of your backside. It's a venereal disease, therefore I predict she did not contract Herpes in any form. Everyone in porn has Herpes. It's probably some skin malady that a little Jurgens lotion will clear up over time. She'll be opening her hole to baseball bats again, unless she contracted something really socially repugnant--hence her desire to not transmit it to anyone else.
what she want she put forks, knives, milk enemas, food and another uncommon things in her ass and pussy
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#270347 - 09/02/07 11:40 AM
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#270348 - 09/03/07 10:38 AM
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Porn Jesus
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we are miss something here if you a read belladonna's post before the herpes issue, she wrote about a cuckold play she are playing with her husband, and then she told about her fuck's with other guy without her husband(cheating him) if you search about cuckold lifestyle, one of the practices are the wife hangout with her bull(the Other guy), fuck with him, the bull have tu make her a cream pie and then the husband eat the creampie did bellas' husband eat the other guy cream pie ????
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#270349 - 09/04/07 12:03 PM
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Internet Tough Guy
Registered: 01/27/07
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It is funny that Belladonna's blog is called, "The end of an era". Bella - you aren't an era. Ass stretching and fucking isn't an era. All this means is that you've quit performing... for now. Didn't you give up dick before and make a big announcement about it? Then you were back on the dick. If Playboy goes under, that would be the end of an era. If John Candy or Chris Farley die, that is the end of an era. When the porn industry goes all condom because too many people have caught STD's, that will be the end of an era. You aren't even a blip inside of an era.
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#270350 - 09/04/07 01:49 PM
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Sex Slave Trader
Registered: 01/10/06
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I thought it might be a case of shingles. It's like herpes, (it's even called herpes zoster) but it's a completely different virus than genital herpes. It's basically a recurrence of chicken pox, and thus not necessarily sexually transmitted. It is contagious and she shouldn't work with it when it flares up.
But I think that if it is shingles, she should get off this "poor me, the porno business gave me herpes" track.
What the fuck do I know...
Spot on with the diagnosis, DOCTOR Greenly.
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#270352 - 09/04/07 08:49 PM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
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I thought it might be a case of shingles. It's like herpes, (it's even called herpes zoster) but it's a completely different virus than genital herpes. It's basically a recurrence of chicken pox, and thus not necessarily sexually transmitted. It is contagious and she shouldn't work with it when it flares up.
But I think that if it is shingles, she should get off this "poor me, the porno business gave me herpes" track.
What the fuck do I know...
Spot on with the diagnosis, DOCTOR Greenly.
What do I win?
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#270353 - 09/05/07 12:28 AM
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I'm not making any judgments here, just offering some info. Found a site selling a tranny video that our own Mr. Christian was in called "Education of a Transsexual". It appears from the clip that he does practice safe sex and uses a condom in his scene. (There are 2 bald guys in this vid, he's the one with the yellow wristband.) If you check out the back cover, he does seem to enjoy sucking cock. The production date on this video was 2/2006 which wasn't too long ago. http://www.fyaindependent.com/home.html
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#270356 - 09/05/07 08:39 AM
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#270357 - 09/05/07 09:42 AM
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#270359 - 09/05/07 11:31 AM
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Darth- did you even read her latest post?
The RASH wasn't herpes. She was told it was probably shingles, and will see the dermatologist again if there's a problem, because right now there's nothing there to evaluate.
She has never once implied that she hasn't had herpes.
She has to finish the Devil in Miss Jones project which is already halfway through production, and she has done some of the movie which she has a contract to do but hasn't done her seen with Savanna Samson yet.
She also has a project that she has been wanting to do for several years (since she started at Evil Angel) that she would like to be able to still do.
"My decision to quit performing with others was due to "What COULD happen" as opposed to what has happened. I just simply don't want to get anymore STDs or something worse. STDs are the most stressful part of my job and I'm sorry if I sound selfish, but how about you step into my shoes for a year or so and THEN you decide." -Bella Donna's Blog 09042007 "Pox..."
I would be Leary as well if I worked in the House of the retro-virus Known as Evil Angel. The House that Jon Stagliano Built.
I'll ask you directly Tricia. What are your views on the "Preventative Measures" The Industry puts forth supervised by Dr Sharon Mitchell?
What Reforms do you think are necessary to make the industry safer?
Do you think that your company promotes Unsafe practices with the championing of trany porn, Gay Porns shot by "straight" directors, and "Gay" performers turn "straight" studs like Christian XXX(sorry dude you're the easiest example)?
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#270363 - 09/05/07 05:14 PM
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Gay For Pay
Registered: 08/30/07
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Thank you for answering my question. I'll pose 3 FINAL followup's. Quote:
I think the industry in general needs to be aware that nobody knows what their scene partner did off-camera last week.
Don't you think the removal of people from a high risk group like IV drug users and "Straight for pay" Actors should be STRINGENTLY followed?
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At Evil Angel, I'm very comfortable with the decision that was made last year to stop distributing movies with anal creampies. It's the only way that I know of that someone in the adult business has caught HIV in a scene.... I wish I had a solution to make things safer and yet still entertaining to watch.... ....I don't think that Evil Angel directors put performers any more at risk for STDs than other gonzo companies do. Performers are tested just as strictly. In Prague last month, our directors were the first to stop shooting scenes after a chlamydia outbreak.
I must say that changing your procedures even a little is admirable. Bang Bros has been condom only(with few exceptions) and entirely successful. Have you or any other company done valid research that would show condom only performances would affect your bottom line?
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....I'm not a fan of Sharon Mitchell, but I do believe that current testing procedure is much better than it was 10 years ago, or even 5 years ago.... I'd be supportive of going to 2-week testing with the production companies covering a portion of the cost per performer....
Don't you think that a Competent Director of AIM would be pushing the Industry to TESTING for EVERYTHING, CONDOM ONLY PERFORMANCES, and MORE FREQUENT TESTING?
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#270364 - 09/05/07 06:19 PM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
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I'll tackle the second two first:
Several companies went condom-only, including Video Team, Seymore Butts and Vivid. All three of those are back to condom-optional, and it wasn't because they stopped caring. Their sales definitely had gone down, and Christian Mann who owns Video Team publicly stated that he was disappointed that was the case. As long as there is non-condom porn available, the vast majority of fans will seek that out - if it's available as DVDs or strictly online.
Sharon did try to push for testing more things more often. On the condom-only part, I think she also realizes that some producers don't care at all about performers. I remember right after one HIV scare, Extreme started putting Always 100% Condom-Free on their boxes as a marketing tool.
I can't stand drug use in general, IV or not. For guys that we know are bi or gay... if they're practicing safe sex and are getting tested regularly, I don't think they should be singled out more than guys that we don't know what they do every second they're not on set. I'd rather up the testing to every two weeks than see the business start a witchhunt to blacklist people. For every straight porn guy who is known to have done something else, there's another two that have done the same thing but people just don't know about it. It's not an ideal world.
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#270365 - 09/05/07 10:45 PM
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Internet Tough Guy
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I'll tackle the second two first:
Several companies went condom-only, including Video Team, Seymore Butts and Vivid. All three of those are back to condom-optional, and it wasn't because they stopped caring. Their sales definitely had gone down, and Christian Mann who owns Video Team publicly stated that he was disappointed that was the case. As long as there is non-condom porn available, the vast majority of fans will seek that out - if it's available as DVDs or strictly online.
Sharon did try to push for testing more things more often. On the condom-only part, I think she also realizes that some producers don't care at all about performers. I remember right after one HIV scare, Extreme started putting Always 100% Condom-Free on their boxes as a marketing tool.
I can't stand drug use in general, IV or not. For guys that we know are bi or gay... if they're practicing safe sex and are getting tested regularly, I don't think they should be singled out more than guys that we don't know what they do every second they're not on set. I'd rather up the testing to every two weeks than see the business start a witchhunt to blacklist people. For every straight porn guy who is known to have done something else, there's another two that have done the same thing but people just don't know about it. It's not an ideal world.
The only condom related thing I'd like to see more of in porn is bitches drinking cum from filled ones. Apart from that, I don't want to see them at all.
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#270367 - 09/06/07 08:17 AM
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Porn Jesus
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Yeah, reminds me. How's the herpes, Ben?
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#270369 - 09/06/07 10:11 PM
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Rob Black's Crack Pipe
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Several companies went condom-only, including Video Team, Seymore Butts and Vivid. All three of those are back to condom-optional, and it wasn't because they stopped caring. Their sales definitely had gone down, and Christian Mann who owns Video Team publicly stated that he was disappointed that was the case.
Christian Mann also said that he eventually realized that he wasn't protecting the performers. They would use condoms on his set, and then work for other producers and not use condoms. So he was losing sales and the performers weren't any safer.
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#270370 - 09/07/07 07:31 AM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
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I'm voting for icthyosis. It's not life threatening or anything, but it carries a social stigma, kind of like porn and mange.
Wasn't that one of the larger dinosaurs?
From Wiki
April 2007.
Ichthyosis is a family of genetic dermatological conditions seen in humans and domestic animals. Its literal translation is "fish skin", as people or animals with ichthyosis have scaly skin which can vaguely resemble the scales of a fish.
The term ichthyosis is sometimes used to refer to the specific condition ichthyosis vulgaris. Ichthyosis was formerly referred to as "pseudo-leprosy," as it can produce an appearance superficially similar to that of leprosy.
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#270371 - 09/07/07 11:09 AM
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Porn Jesus
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...it can produce an appearance superficially similar to that of leprosy.
note to self: begin thinking of Belladonna/leprosy jokes.
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#270372 - 05/02/08 07:07 AM
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Internet Tough Guy
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Belladonna - Quote:
*sigh* Well, my plan WAS to fill you all in on my past week and a half of life. But, sometimes things change in an instant. I CAN tell you that a few weeks back, I was as high on life. I felt that there was nothing in the world that could bring me down. I was given permission, by my husband, to have sex with other men. When I was first told, I never thought for a second that I could actually ever go through with it, so I just teased him by telling him stories of me having sex with other men, and it was a lot of fun. I did mention to him that if I were ever to do it, it had to be someone I was extremely attracted to. Well, that day came along. I found the perfect man to share this experience with. I told this man that I wanted to have sex with him and that I would pay for him to get tested so that we could enjoy ourselves knowing that we were safe. I had been around this guy in the past and Herpes was brought up, but it was never a straight forward question, so my answer was that 99.9% of the porn industry has Herpes. I thought by saying that it was pretty clear, but I should never have assumed. I got the test results back from Aim Healthcare and his test was negative for everything, so we set a time and a place for our rendezvous and I went on about my merry way. I was in heaven, feeling like I was thirteen year old again and having my first kiss at Skateworld. I had so much desire for this man and didn't even know it until my husband told me of his fantasy. Well, I went to meet up with him and we shared some of the most incredible sex I've ever had. We began to talk about how responsible we felt for doing it this way and that people should do it like this more often. Get tested, get permission and totally enjoy yourselves. It didn't even take ANYTHING away from the excitement of it! In fact, it may have made it even better! Then we started talking about STDs and he brings up Herpes! He says, "You don't have that do you?" My heart almost hit the floor and my gut tightened up like a knot. It's a little late in the game to be asking this now, don't you think? It was as much his responsibility as it was mine, so I can't really place any blame. I really thought he knew since we had talked briefly about it before. NEVER ASSUME ANYTHING!!!! I couldn't even tell him the truth at that moment because I was so embarrassed. I just blurted out, "NO!" I kept thinking how am I going to tell him. This is a man who doesn't work in the adult industry, granted I don't know what he does in his personal life, but I should have said something before it was too late. I never said a word and left. I called Aiden right away and told him what happened and immediately after that I called "the other man" to tell him that I lied. I explained everything and told him how I felt and he was actually really calm and nice about it all. I took him to Aim Healthcare the next day to talk about it and told him I would pay to get him tested again and that I would take care of it for him. I am just crossing my fingers that I did not give him HSV-2 for life. Now you all know why I posted the Herpes blog because I went through a lot emotionally and got very stressed out over it all. I actually lost sleep and my appetite for awhile. Now everything is calmed down and I feel a lot better. My husband's fantasy is gone. And even it if it weren't I don't think I could have sex with anyone else at this point. I am fine with having sex with just my husband for the rest of my life. You don't have to ask me twice.
Anyway, here's the kicker. I started shooting the Vivid feature, The Devil in Miss Jones: Lost Paradise and everything was going well. I've been working 13 hour days and it's been challenging because I don't usually do these kinds of projects. I know that it's worth it to me though, because when I get to sit down and watch the finished product, I'll see all the hard work I put into it. The night of the 23rd, after my shower, I was putting some lotion on and felt what I thought was a rash on my upper butt cheek. I was like, what the hell is this? and kept trying to think of how I could have gotten it and from where, or was it a bug bite or something? I could not seem to pin point it. I left it alone and thought, well, it will be gone in a couple of days, no worries. But it has only gotten worse. I had to cancel my sex scenes for today and I went to the doctor, only to find that he thinks it Herpes. I am not 100% sure yet because the culture won't be back until Friday, but he loaded me up with medication. The thing is, it's not a normal sized breakout. It happens to be 2 inches in diameter and it's on my ass!!!!!!!! This isn't the worst thing that could happen. I am totally aware of that, but it is a big fucking deal to me considering the size and the placement! He even said it could very well leave a scar because of the size of it. I nearly cried! It's days like this that make my job suck. If there were one thing that I could name that would make me not want to have sex for a living it would be STDs! And that is why I am telling you all of this today. I will no longer be performing with other people. I'll still be doing solo scenes for extras on my movies and also directing, dancing and signings.
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#270373 - 05/02/08 08:55 AM
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Darth, source please!
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#270374 - 05/02/08 09:08 AM
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*sigh* Well, my plan WAS to fill you all in on my past week and a half of life. But, sometimes things change in an instant. I CAN tell you that a few weeks back, I was as high on life. I felt that there was nothing in the world that could bring me down. I was given permission, by my husband, to have sex with other men. When I was first told, I never thought for a second that I could actually ever go through with it, so I just teased him by telling him stories of me having sex with other men, and it was a lot of fun. I did mention to him that if I were ever to do it, it had to be someone I was extremely attracted to. Well, that day came along. I found the perfect man to share this experience with. I told this man that I wanted to have sex with him and that I would pay for him to get tested so that we could enjoy ourselves knowing that we were safe. I had been around this guy in the past and Herpes was brought up, but it was never a straight forward question, so my answer was that 99.9% of the porn industry has Herpes. I thought by saying that it was pretty clear, but I should never have assumed. I got the test results back from Aim Healthcare and his test was negative for everything, so we set a time and a place for our rendezvous and I went on about my merry way. I was in heaven, feeling like I was thirteen year old again and having my first kiss at Skateworld. I had so much desire for this man and didn't even know it until my husband told me of his fantasy. Well, I went to meet up with him and we shared some of the most incredible sex I've ever had. We began to talk about how responsible we felt for doing it this way and that people should do it like this more often. Get tested, get permission and totally enjoy yourselves. It didn't even take ANYTHING away from the excitement of it! In fact, it may have made it even better! Then we started talking about STDs and he brings up Herpes! He says, "You don't have that do you?" My heart almost hit the floor and my gut tightened up like a knot. It's a little late in the game to be asking this now, don't you think? It was as much his responsibility as it was mine, so I can't really place any blame. I really thought he knew since we had talked briefly about it before. NEVER ASSUME ANYTHING!!!! I couldn't even tell him the truth at that moment because I was so embarrassed. I just blurted out, "NO!" I kept thinking how am I going to tell him. This is a man who doesn't work in the adult industry, granted I don't know what he does in his personal life, but I should have said something before it was too late. I never said a word and left. I called Aiden right away and told him what happened and immediately after that I called "the other man" to tell him that I lied. I explained everything and told him how I felt and he was actually really calm and nice about it all. I took him to Aim Healthcare the next day to talk about it and told him I would pay to get him tested again and that I would take care of it for him. I am just crossing my fingers that I did not give him HSV-2 for life. Now you all know why I posted the Herpes blog because I went through a lot emotionally and got very stressed out over it all. I actually lost sleep and my appetite for awhile. Now everything is calmed down and I feel a lot better. My husband's fantasy is gone. And even it if it weren't I don't think I could have sex with anyone else at this point. I am fine with having sex with just my husband for the rest of my life. You don't have to ask me twice.
Anyway, here's the kicker. I started shooting the Vivid feature, The Devil in Miss Jones: Lost Paradise and everything was going well. I've been working 13 hour days and it's been challenging because I don't usually do these kinds of projects. I know that it's worth it to me though, because when I get to sit down and watch the finished product, I'll see all the hard work I put into it. The night of the 23rd, after my shower, I was putting some lotion on and felt what I thought was a rash on my upper butt cheek. I was like, what the hell is this? and kept trying to think of how I could have gotten it and from where, or was it a bug bite or something? I could not seem to pin point it. I left it alone and thought, well, it will be gone in a couple of days, no worries. But it has only gotten worse. I had to cancel my sex scenes for today and I went to the doctor, only to find that he thinks it Herpes. I am not 100% sure yet because the culture won't be back until Friday, but he loaded me up with medication. The thing is, it's not a normal sized breakout. It happens to be 2 inches in diameter and it's on my ass!!!!!!!! This isn't the worst thing that could happen. I am totally aware of that, but it is a big fucking deal to me considering the size and the placement! He even said it could very well leave a scar because of the size of it. I nearly cried! It's days like this that make my job suck. If there were one thing that I could name that would make me not want to have sex for a living it would be STDs! And that is why I am telling you all of this today. I will no longer be performing with other people. I'll still be doing solo scenes for extras on my movies and also directing, dancing and signings.
you moron, that is old
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#270375 - 05/02/08 08:26 PM
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you moron, that is old
don't you understand that that is his entire game? he posts old shit claiming to be breaking the news as an insider. I still don't understand why people get so bent by his posts, unless it's a direct flame like with willie, it's so transparent. I mean, come on, he calls holly horse face as bait because he knows most people dig her.
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#270376 - 05/02/08 08:31 PM
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don't you understand that that is his entire game? he posts old shit claiming to be breaking the news as an insider. I still don't understand why people get so bent by his posts, unless it's a direct flame like with willie, it's so transparent. I mean, come on, he calls holly horse face as bait because he knows most people dig her.
Holly, Vanessa Blue and I attend a support group lead by Dr. Melfi every week to get past this. Sometimes she brings a baby liger for us to pet.
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#270377 - 05/03/08 08:40 AM
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What about Belladonna's herpes?
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