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But I don't know what Stevie Y will do, his case is really screwed up. He's dreaming of some sort of hybrid success in both porn and mainstream... hey if he manages, more power to him. People have different "dreams".

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"XPT...The only place where trannies give YOU advice on mainstream career choices!"

Kurt did try it out in the mainstream, supposedly in Hollywood for years and all he had to show for it was a scene as a "Rollerbalding" (Freudian slip) Snowman in "Mixed Nuts," which I still need to track down as IT WILL BE MY AVATAR HERE, someday. He got a BA in Theatre; really, what else do you do with a Theatre degree besides act?

He ended up in porn because he went no where with it; and is it really any surprise from a guy that egotistical, that OBSESSED with money (especially for being so "punk rock") and that clamoring to get his face and cock seen by the world that he was too much *even* for Hollywood?

I do believe that porn is gaining a wider acceptance within the world, especially people my age who grew up with the internet. I don't mind being at the forefront of this change and feel I've done *my* part. I still have almost 15 years until I'm Kurt's current age.

I don't want any "mainstream" success; I want the opposite: fucking with the mainstream as much as possible. Fucking with the shallow people in Hollywood, many who are dumb as dirt. Fucking with the "mainstream" religious fanatics as much as possible; and what better way than with porn?

Really, I have a hundred things to explore as a career or fall back on. I've never defined myself by money, cash and rarely by possessions (who gives a fuck about a few Star Wars toys in the real world?) which is the exact opposite of Kurt. I can go to Grad school. I can take a full time job. I can hand in my law school applications (already took my LSATs) and within 3 years be making just as much as Kurt and NOT having to eat my own cum or star alongside a rubber dildo and worry about my physical looks to the degree a male porn star has to. Or I can continue on my present course for the time being; floating along like a "real punk", not be super worried with 9-5 jobs, fool around in the world of porn off and on and live a somewhat sober, fun life.

Plus I made my "life goal" since 14 to be on the cover of Hustler magazine, and achieved that almost two years ago. Find one other 21 year old who made a full article, let alone the pic inside is of him trying to fellate himself.


I've never let anyone else's notions or ideas of success define me besides *my* own.

Why don't you tell us, Vanessa, how YOU plan on surviving as a tranny for the next 25 years? Now that Kurt's "retired" I think you can cross off starring alongside him in his next video, right?