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A normal life...
Current mood: thoughtful

I remember talking with a friend, a few months ago, about my life. About how much i work and how little i'm at home.

He asked me "aren't you tired of it?". I laughed. How could i ever be tired of my life? "I travel around the world, i make good money, i meet lots of different people. I know one day i'll have to, or i'll want to stop, so right now i'm taking advantage of the fact that i can do it" was my answer.

But right now is a different story. I look back at this past month : i spent more time in planes and airports than in my own bed. I'm not complaining... I am grateful for the opportunities i had to travel and do all of this. Really. But right now, i just want a "normal life".

Spend more than 5 days in the same city. Get to see my friends and my family. Go to the the gym on a regular basis and why not take the time to be with someone... and get a little pomeranian pooch. I've wanted one for a long time!

So yeah, i'm gonna slow down workwise... I only have to shoot 5 more movies in the next 9 months for Dorcel anyway, that s gonna be a piece of cake. Plus the conventions, doing some promo, a few photoshoots, feature dancing, and still going to LA every couple of months to direct some movies for Diabolic.

i've been in the business for a little over 4 years now, and it's time to focus on something else...like my personnal life. It really hit me when i was in Thailand. I had a complete reject of everything that had to do with porn while i was there. I didnt want to hear or think about it. I thought about quitting completely and get all the certifications to become a scuba dive instructor. Wich, in the long term, is what i m gonna do... i hope to complete the courses while still work a little, over the next year and a half.

Then, bye-bye Paris/LA/NYC... hello "somewhere on a paradisiac island, in flip flops and bikini".

So enjoy "Melissa Lauren" while she's here, cause soon she'll be gone...

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Huh. I thought she had a big deal with Dorcel?

Anyhow:

#34: retired whore makes a comeback = rent is due

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