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#266493 - 08/11/07 10:16 PM
Jersey Jaxin Leaves Porn
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
Registered: 01/19/04
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Shelley Lubben writes:
Wow, God is seriously doing something AMAZING in the adult film industry. I met Jersey Jaxin about two months ago through Myspace and she allowed me to come and spend time with her and listen to her story. She spoke about many things from her sexual abuse from her father to the abuse she went through in the porn.
Much of her life can be summed up in one word: ABUSE.
She made me cry during our meeting quite a bit but especially when I asked her what she did in her off time when she wasn’t doing porn and she replied, "I hold my roommate and we just cry".
That TOTALLY messed me up and I began to pray every day for her and two months later this precious woman calls me and says, "Guess what Shelley, I’ve left porn for good!"
It totally blew me away and I knew it was God!
She allowed me to tape our conversation and you can listen to us talk here about how she left porn and the abuse she experienced in the porn industry. I want you all to hear and know the truth from the very mouths of the women who make porn. I want you to know that there IS NO FANTASY in porn and that women suffer abuse EVERY SINGLE DAY!
She wants you to know that Jersey Jaxin is now dead and that her real name is Tanya and that it’s time for Tanya to be the person she was meant to be. She even cleaned up her myspace to show her fans and all of us that she is serious and is never going back to porn. Please visit her myspace and leave her encouraging comments as this will really bless her and give her strength to rebuild her life. I am so thankful for all of you because God is using you powerfully to encourage and strengthen women who leave the porn industry. Just look at how well Sierra Sinn and Becca Brat are doing and YOU have something to do with that!
I want to give Tanya some relief from the many years of suffering she has endured. She has only known pain and abuse since she was a little girl and now I want all of us to reach out to her. She is moving to another state where there are mainly Super Walmarts. If you would like to help Tanya as she begins her new life please send Walmart cards to my PMB Box and I will forward everything I receive to her as soon as I receive them from you.
Let’s keep helping the porn stars rebuild their lives! YOU are making a HUGE difference in the lives of women by your giving.
Tanya already sends a BIG THANK YOU to us for your support and love as she courageously rebuilds her new life.
You can send the Walmart cards here to my post mail box at:
Shelley Lubben PMB Box 33 6077 Coffee Rd 4 Bakersfield, Calif. 93308
Or if you’d like to help in some other way please visit my web site here.
Thank you SO MUCH for caring about the porn stars! Love, Shelley
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#266494 - 08/11/07 10:42 PM
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too bad....good riddence
Now Tanya will go back to her house in Bradenton, FL.
I often wonder if after being in porn when one of these chicks "retires" is it anything like going into the FWPP?
BTW...Anyone have the Vegas odds on when her triumphant return will begin?
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#266495 - 08/11/07 10:44 PM
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Meh. Don't mean a thing until God fixes her Meeth. And that forehead.
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#266497 - 08/11/07 10:59 PM
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And that godawful tattoo on her stomach.
what one?
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#266500 - 08/12/07 12:13 AM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 09/07/05
Posts: 14160
Loc: NYC
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1) WHAT abuse in porn? I did not experience any abuse in porn. Well, except for traffic on the 101...pretty abusive around 8am, especially near the 405.
2) MySpace is not the essence of identity. Deleting your porn profile is irrelevant to your transgression back into civilian life nor is changing it to your real name and announcing that (former porn name) is dead. All that accomplished is a bunch of guys who once jerked off to you now knowing your real name. So much for distancing yourself from your porn past, no? Ever heard creating of a personal profile?
3) What, pray tell, is a Walmart card? Is that like a get well card? Pardon my ignorance, but can someone fill me in on this?
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#266501 - 08/12/07 12:59 AM
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Registered: 08/05/05
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When are these ex-porn chicks going to start taking responsibility for their own actions instead of blaming other people or events? This huckster Lubben isn't helping anything by enabling them and telling them that everything will be all right as long as they believe in the invisible man in the sky.
On another not why does god keep hanging around porn chicks when he/she/it should be doing something more substantial such as fixing the mess in Iraq or Darfur? Oh right Shelley. Dubya is doing god's work in Iraq freeing him/her/it to attend to the more important issues of fornicating females.
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#266502 - 08/12/07 01:09 AM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 06/05/05
Posts: 4468
Loc: Great America
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1) WHAT abuse in porn? I did not experience any abuse in porn. Well, except for traffic on the 101...pretty abusive around 8am, especially near the 405.
2) MySpace is not the essence of identity. Deleting your porn profile is irrelevant to your transgression back into civilian life nor is changing it to your real name and announcing that (former porn name) is dead. All that accomplished is a bunch of guys who once jerked off to you now knowing your real name. So much for distancing yourself from your porn past, no? Ever heard creating of a personal profile?
3) What, pray tell, is a Walmart card? Is that like a get well card? Pardon my ignorance, but can someone fill me in on this?
and you are not addicted to drugs ect ect ect... an easy excuse for those whores are: "porn push me to use drugs" blah blah blah fuck them!
why shelly not advise sierra sinn to delete that photo of her eating mushrooms??? i saw her myspace yesterday and the pic still there
Edited by elglorioso (08/12/07 01:11 AM)
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#266503 - 08/12/07 01:16 AM
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Bukkake Boy
Registered: 04/01/07
Posts: 717
Loc: Off the mortal coil
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1) WHAT abuse in porn? I did not experience any abuse in porn. Well, except for traffic on the 101...pretty abusive around 8am, especially near the 405.
Well, Gia, my impression of you is that you're more intelligent than most people, civilian or in the industry; so you're less susceptible to any kind of subversion than "Tanya", who's never struck me as particularly intelligent.
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2) MySpace is not the essence of identity. Deleting your porn profile is irrelevant to your transgression back into civilian life nor is changing it to your real name and announcing that (former porn name) is dead. All that accomplished is a bunch of guys who once jerked off to you now knowing your real name. So much for distancing yourself from your porn past, no? Ever heard creating of a personal profile?
MySpacers are, by and large, delusional morons. They actually do seem to equate their profile page with their identities as people.
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3) What, pray tell, is a Walmart card? Is that like a get well card? Pardon my ignorance, but can someone fill me in on this?
I think Shelley means a gift card to that haven of white trash.
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#266505 - 08/12/07 03:05 AM
Re: Jersey Jaxin Leaves Porn
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
Registered: 01/30/07
Posts: 271
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1) WHAT abuse in porn? I did not experience any abuse in porn.
Gia, from what I've seen of you in action, you were the one doing the abusing.
I want to hear the tape of Jersey, sorry, Tanya describing her abuse. Sounds like excellent wacking material to me.
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#266506 - 08/12/07 03:33 AM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
Registered: 03/13/04
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Loc: New Orleans
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#266509 - 08/12/07 08:11 AM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 03/22/07
Posts: 5186
Loc: Joshua Tree National Park
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"She is moving to another state where there are mainly Super Walmarts. "
What the fuck does this have to do with the price of tea in China? There are mainly Wal-Marts in EVERY state. Why doesn't she just say she is moving to another state where there are mainly rocks, dirt, and grass?
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#266510 - 08/12/07 08:45 AM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
Registered: 04/12/07
Posts: 367
Loc: WI
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ok she is talking about abuse from being hit, punched, and semen in her face and eyes!....didn't she agree to do those scenes?
the drugs....ok maybe there are more in porn than in other careers than say teaching....but come on if you feel you need to do drugs or Vodka (as Tanya had to) then that means you shouldn't be doing it if you can only do it high.....
listening to that interview just seems to me that she most likely never found it fun and was strictly just for the money........
there will always be fly by night porn girls....the ones who fall into porn because they can't do much else besides working at the mall......she had to be drunk to escape the reality of what she was doing!....sounds like she shouldn't have been doing it in the first place...
good riddance..
however in that interview....it also doesn't seem like her exit had anything to do with Shelly or God....more like she was sick of the life...
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#266514 - 08/12/07 10:26 AM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 06/05/05
Posts: 4468
Loc: Great America
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I have no clue who Jersey Jaxin is, but can someone please ban Luke? His attention seeking is at an all time high.
i saw her with pamela peaks in a mexican talk show JOSE LUIS SIN CENSUARA(a mexican jerry springer) i remember her for the ugly texas tattoo and this fucking last name JAXIN...that sound like a Star Wars character name
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#266515 - 08/12/07 10:27 AM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 03/28/04
Posts: 4450
Loc: The Planet Houston
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It's on YouTube here:
Part 1: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yACLK5ccKfM
Part 2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U1NObcJV8r0
5:10 mark of the second video:
Shelley: "I know ultimately God is going to use you in a HUGE way, girl."
Hmmm...
Hey Shelley, do you think you could have replaced the words "God is" with "I am?"
God is going to use her? So she's going from being "used" by one set of people to being "used" by another. Used. Makes it sound like you think of her as an object just like the pornographers do/did/will-possibly-again-in-the-future. Used. She's going from being one group of people's pawn to being a tool for another group of people. Used. That word has a very insidious connotation to it when applied to one person or entity doing it to another.
Wouldn't have sounded better to say something like, "God is going to help us expose the truth about the porn industry?" Or maybe, "You and I are going to help God with his work?" Why does God have to "use" her?
exactly.
shatner in trek 5.
Quote:
Kirk: What does God need with a starship?
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#266517 - 08/12/07 11:09 AM
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Bukkake Boy
Registered: 11/23/04
Posts: 663
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Attachments
254866-jj001.jpg (5 downloads)
Edited by John West Fan (08/12/07 11:10 AM)
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#266521 - 08/12/07 11:19 AM
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Registered Sex Offender
Registered: 07/09/06
Posts: 2362
Loc: St. Louis
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Holy shit! Is Wal-Mart now performing oral surgery? If not, Jersey would be better off with orthodontic cards.
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#266523 - 08/12/07 12:21 PM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
Registered: 08/13/04
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Personally, I always liked Jersey - I have no idea why so many xpt'ers were so obsessed with hating her. I'll miss watching her face get fucked. Oh well, I'll always have her blowbang in "Tonsil Train #5" (really nasty, messy, gagging throatfucking here, BTW) and her "Throat Gaggers #8" scene (love watching that first tear run down her cheek as Jake Malone's cock pushes deep into her little throat) to remember her by.
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#266526 - 08/12/07 01:22 PM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 03/28/04
Posts: 4450
Loc: The Planet Houston
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she is a very nice girl who unfortunately makes really bad choices when it comes to men, scenes, jobs, drugs, etc, etc, etc.
...and unfortunately for people in this business, she doesn't want to take responsibility for said bad choices, but rather take the easy way out and blame the industry.
If you don't want to take a dick in your pussy or ass then don't. leave the money, go get another gig, just leave.
you don't need attention whore shelly to tell you that, i'm telling you. put me on your fuckin top myspace friend.
Stay the fuck away from porn if it's so bad. but if the taste of money is too much for you then you are making your own fucking choice and live with it.
alright I'll save it for my rog blog post. some of these bitches though, drive me nuts with their rationale. get the fuck out. go a weave fuckin t-shirt.
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#266527 - 08/12/07 01:49 PM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
Registered: 03/26/07
Posts: 287
Loc: do you really care?
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two questions, who? and who cares?
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#266528 - 08/12/07 02:35 PM
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Rob Black's Crack Pipe
Registered: 08/09/07
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Years ago, I had one of those telemarketer jobs where you call people up and persuade them to give money to some charitable cause. The company I worked for took 30% off the top. We collected mostly for police associations. We weren't allowed to say anything that suggested that we were policemen, but enventually I realized that everyone thought we were policemen. In terms of moral depravity, it was worse than porn, but not as bad as getting school girls hooked on heroin and then pimping them. Some of the guys enjoyed it, but after a year I quit with stress-related health problems that stayed with me for several years. I stayed with it as long as I did for the same reason girls who don't like porn stay in porn; I hadn't done the hard work of figuring out how else to get a pay check.
Remember what Shelley Lubben would say: Every telemarketer is someone's child. Abuse occurs every day in the telemarketing industry. So when a non-profit telemarketer calls you and tries to get you to donate money so his telemarketing firm can take their 30% of your money, offer him a Super Walmart card.
The telemarketing job turned out to be the kick in the butt that persuaded me to go to college. I've noticed that a lot of these girls' stories are the same. They got into porn because it didn't require any training or education and someone offered them money. A year or two in what turns out to be a really horrible job gives them the motivation to either get serious about education or go through the trouble of hunting for a job they can support themselves with. That's the great thing about free will; it gives you the opportunity to make bad decisions, and the opportunity to learn from them.
I'm sure Tanya is a nice girl, and I wish her well. But just once, I'd like to see a girl leaving porn say "I fucked up. I thought I could handle porn, but I can't. I'm getting out before my bad decision screws me up any more." I'm saving my Walmart cards for her.
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#266530 - 08/12/07 02:56 PM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 01/12/05
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Sometimes this whore made a very cute picture, and other times she looked terrible. I never saw her in any films though.
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#266532 - 08/12/07 03:07 PM
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Bukkake Boy
Registered: 04/01/07
Posts: 717
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Please leave your contempt and prejudice at the door.
Do you even comprehend the irony of you saying something like this?
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#266533 - 08/12/07 03:16 PM
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Internet Tough Guy
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is it me, or am I noticing that it's pretty much the people that make dollars OFF camera that are jumping in and ripping this girl? except gia of course, who maybe even doesn't do scenes any more? the only self-professed on camera person (that I know of) so far has been supportive of this persons right to make her own decision.
I think you guys have every right to defend your industry against shelley lubbin, but maybe you could lay off the easy targets like jersey. a simple "thanks, don't let the door hit you in the ass" would probly do, then you can go back to driving your big cars and gloating about how big a player you all are..
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#266534 - 08/12/07 03:20 PM
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Zip Coon
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Please leave your contempt and prejudice at the door.
Do you even comprehend the irony of you saying something like this?
There is no irony anymore. I originaly came to XXXPT on a mission. I now realize that this mission is mostly futile now. I still want every girl to do IR, but it is not my focus of being here anymore.
I want to bring a lighter more dignified tone to this harsh, angry board.
RE: On the topic ---> I wish Jersey the best. She was a cute girl with a tight little body. I am sorry if she was abused, but I don't feel guilty because I don't watch the kind of porn that might lend itself to that (blowbangs, rough sex, gangbangs, bukkake, etc.).
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#266535 - 08/12/07 03:32 PM
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Pervert
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i have a feeling that jersey will eventually be turning tricks in the very same wall mart supercenter parking lot she park to go spend the gift cards shelly sent to her.
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#266538 - 08/12/07 04:02 PM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
Registered: 07/17/07
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is it me, or am I noticing that it's pretty much the people that make dollars OFF camera that are jumping in and ripping this girl? except gia of course, who maybe even doesn't do scenes any more? the only self-professed on camera person (that I know of) so far has been supportive of this persons right to make her own decision.
I think you guys have every right to defend your industry against shelley lubbin, but maybe you could lay off the easy targets like jersey. a simple "thanks, don't let the door hit you in the ass" would probly do, then you can go back to driving your big cars and gloating about how big a player you all are..
Finally something sensible.
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#266539 - 08/12/07 07:14 PM
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Registered: 05/16/07
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(From Shelley's site and MySpace) 185 MILLION?!? What type of bullshit number is this Shelley? Maybe you should go back to HIGH SCHOOL and learn how many people live in this country. (Current US Population is 80 million people ages 0-19 FYI; ~300 million total) Even if every "Child" born from 1980 onward is included, assuming they were at the oldest 16 in 1996 when the Internet began to boom, every immigrant child in the country was included and had the "interweb", every two-bit yokel (who seems to be her biggest supporters) mysteriously found a computer with web access, every aborted fetus somehow wound up with a lap top and was exposed to internet porn, and every child was exposed to internet porn the second they emerged from the womb, even then you would *maybe* top 120 Million. Did Jesus tell you that number?
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#266540 - 08/12/07 07:17 PM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
Registered: 07/17/07
Posts: 297
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(From Shelley's site and MySpace)
185 MILLION?!?
What type of bullshit number is this Shelley? Maybe you should go back to HIGH SCHOOL and learn how many people live in this country. (Current US Population is 80 million people ages 0-19 FYI; ~300 million total)
Even if every "Child" born from 1980 onward is included, assuming they were at the oldest 16 in 1996 when the Internet began to boom, every immigrant child in the country was included and had the "interweb", every two-bit yokel (who seems to be her biggest supporters) mysteriously found a computer with web access, every aborted fetus somehow wound up with a lap top and was exposed to internet porn, and every child was exposed to internet porn the second they emerged from the womb, even then you would *maybe* top 120 Million.
Did Jesus tell you that number?
The precision of the figure is really striking. I guess empirical research techniques are improving all the time...
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Self-deception facilitates harm to others and to oneself, undermines autonomy, corrupts conscience, violates authenticity, and manifests a vicious lack of courage and self-control that undermines the capacity for compassionate action.
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#266542 - 08/13/07 02:50 AM
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Whoremaster
Registered: 10/21/05
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There is no irony anymore. I originaly came to XXXPT on a mission. I now realize that this mission is mostly futile now. I still want every girl to do IR, but it is not my focus of being here anymore.
tritone, I notice you still haven't found time to post on the Mr. Marcus forum and ask/beseech them to stop the piracy for the financial betterment of IR porn producers and performers. What gives?
Back to the topic at hand...does anyone else see the transparency of Shelley Lubben's MO here? It first struck me in the Sierra Sinn vids when she said 'She needs our help. We need to help her' whilst pointing at the camera, and was further compounded by the request for Wal-Mart cards for Jersey.
1) Get girl to leave porn 2) Set up financial crutch for now-jobless girl 3) Become middleman between donors and girl
The second Jersey (or whichever other girl) stops dancing to the tune, I get the feeling the crutch will suddenly get pulled away.
Jersey has left her job. Now she needs to get another one rather than expecting people to support her financially. Do we buy Wal-Mart cards for people leaving the armed forces? How about people who worked on sewage farms or in slaughterhouses? Nope...so why should we be expected to buy them for someone who quits porn?
Jersey now depends on Wal-Mart cards which must first pass by Shelley Lubben. She can parcel them out a little at a time and keep Jersey dangling. Basically, she now has leverage. If Jersey won't jump through the hoops, the supply of gift cards could slow down or completely dry up, y'know?
Has anyone asked Shelley why she isn't going after any male performers (on either side of the industry)? Possibly because cute young chicks sell to MTV better than a bunch of random dudes?
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