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#265576 - 08/08/07 06:23 PM
what is a astronaught??
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Porn Jesus
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Sinnamon Love Interview By LUKE IS BACK | Comments (1)
I call her Wednesday afternoon (her MySpace). Audio.
Sinnamon: "I’m leaving in 15 minutes to pick up my daughter."
Luke: "Let’s make this the most exciting 15 minutes of your life."
Sinnamon: "I’m so scared."
Luke: "When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?"
Sinnamon: "I had a lot of different dreams. I wanted to be an astronaught. I went to space camp. I wanted to be a surgeon. I was a bit nerdy."
Love grew up in a middle class family in Flynt, Michigan. She regards Michael Moore as "a necessary evil. He intentionally exaggerates to prove a point."
"I fear the day he attacks the porn industry."
"I’m not an animal person. I have kids. I don’t need pets."
Luke: "What was your reputation in high school?"
Sinnamon: "I was a nerd. I was a science geek. And a math geek. I won several competitions. I was the kid who always threw off the curve. So everyone else hated my guts.
"At the same time, I ran track and was a gymnast. I had boyfriends. I wasn’t sleeping around."
She graduated from high school at 16 and moved to Santa Monica. She got married at 17 in a hippie wedding and had two kids. At 19, she got into porn.
"I got divorced. After having children, a lot of my beliefs changed. A lot of things I was into at 17 when I got married and was living a hippie lifestyle changed immediately. I could no longer be with someone who wasn’t focused and motivated.
"I was in school taking 13 units. I was working fulltime at Sex Depot and part-time at Bloomingdales. I had this rent-controlled apartment ($770 a month) in Santa Monica. I found myself struggling to study. It was so difficult to pull it off.
"Initially it crossed my mind to be an artist’s model. I knew other college students that did it. But I didn’t know much about the art scene. I started looking at ads in the LA Weekly. I came across ads for figure modeling. I thought it would be for artists’ models but it turned out to be porn.
"I came across Jim South and Reb at Pretty Girl International. I came across a couple of other directors. I turned them all down initially. That wasn’t what I was looking for. Eventually I came across Rodney Moore. He managed to give me enough information to make me think about it. He offered me enough money to make me think about it.
"I turned him down the first time but he kept coming back to me offering me more and more money until I said yes. I worked for him exclusively the first three months.
"I didn’t know anything about porn. I’d never seen any porn movies. It never crossed my mind to be a stripper. It was enough money to allow me to quit one of my jobs and still go to school and maintain my GPA and be home to take care of my kids."
"Welfare was never an option. I didn’t grow up on welfare. My dad was a supervisor for General Motors. My mom worked for the city.
"When I went to check about getting welfare, they said I earned too much. That I’d have to move out of my apartment, because it was too much. I wasn’t going to make those changes to get $440 welfare a month."
"I left the business for three years and worked at one of the L.A. County clinics and I was miserable. My entire family was affected. During the three years I worked a regular job, I couldn’t go see them."
"What I hate about the business is how mainstream society views people in the industry. I hate that there a handful of people who fulfill that stereotype and reflect on the rest of us. I wish there more people who were more conscientious about the business. I hate that the one girl who ODs at a convention is the one girl everybody wants to interview. Or the girl who was abused as a child…"
Luke: "What are you going to do when you can no longer shoot porn?"
Sinnamon: "I started working as a consultant a few years ago [to a porn company]. I edit videos and stills.
"I didn’t get into this for the fame. I’ve spoken at U.C. Barbara twice, once to a women’s study class on pornography, and once to a film class, for professor Constance Penley. I’ve been speaking to a company that provides speakers for different engagements. I’m trying to get more involved in working with academia. I’ve had an offer to write a book specifically for use in academia on women in porn and my experience as a black woman in porn. I’ve had people interview me a lot for their doctoral thesis…
"I had ovarian cancer in 2004. It came back last year. They found another tumor and I had to have surgery."
Sinnamon Love appears in fewer than 200 titles, including compilations.
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#265577 - 08/08/07 07:19 PM
Re: what is a astronaught??
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
Registered: 07/17/07
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"What I hate about the business is how mainstream society views people in the industry. I hate that there a handful of people who fulfill that stereotype and reflect on the rest of us. I wish there more people who were more conscientious about the business. I hate that the one girl who ODs at a convention is the one girl everybody wants to interview. Or the girl who was abused as a child…"
This dumb cunt doesn't seem to realize that her calm, calculated, economically guided decision to enter porn is more debased than the ones who enter it spun out on dope or reenacting childhood trauma. For the latter, we can always partly explain their behavior by pathology--to an extent, they either know not what they do, or cannot help what they do. But to clearheadedly sell your ass? Fuck, you aren't ill in any ordinary sense, so it's hard to be sympathetic--you're just a fucking degenerate, soulless piece of shit.
String this bitch up.
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#265579 - 08/09/07 10:20 AM
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Porn Jesus
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God bless Luke for putting spelling errors into whores mouths.
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#265582 - 08/09/07 11:54 PM
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Ed Hardy Wearing Loser
Registered: 01/04/07
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Gotta love Luke for the spelling errors.
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#265584 - 08/10/07 01:00 PM
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Porn Jesus
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#265585 - 08/10/07 02:09 PM
I know we all look alike...
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Ed Hardy Wearing Loser
Registered: 01/04/07
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But no, that's not me. If you re-read that link you'll note her name is Simone not Sinnamon.
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#265587 - 08/10/07 02:46 PM
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Porn Jesus
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ElG, way to accuse!
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#265588 - 08/10/07 09:55 PM
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AC Cream Wannabe
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Simone not Sinnamon.
I can see how you'd get those confused gloryhole-oh-so you tin roof living, corn cob eating, sugar cane sucking, homo.
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#265591 - 08/12/07 12:01 AM
Re: I know we all look alike...
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 06/05/05
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But no, that's not me. If you re-read that link you'll note her name is Simone not Sinnamon.
same shit, different toilet
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#265592 - 08/12/07 12:03 AM
Re: I know we all look alike...
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Porn Jesus
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Simone not Sinnamon.
I can see how you'd get those confused gloryhole-oh-so you tin roof living, corn cob eating, sugar cane sucking, homo.
black whores are like Chinese..they all look alike
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#265593 - 08/12/07 01:18 AM
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Simone not Sinnamon.
I can see how you'd get those confused gloryhole-oh-so you tin roof living, corn cob eating, sugar cane sucking, homo.
black whores are like Chinese..they all look alike
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#265596 - 08/12/07 10:37 AM
Re: I know we all look alike...
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Porn Jesus
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But no, that's not me. If you re-read that link you'll note her name is Simone not Sinnamon.
same shit, different toilet
Uh.. No. Just admit you were wrong dude. The complaints against her says she's with mylifeinla.com as a mgr?? My agent is Lighthouse. I've been in the biz for 14 years dude. Get a clue. Chicks don't last that long being flaky and trying to extort money out of people.
But I am listed here: http://www.sinrespeto.com/wordpress/?s=sinnamon -Oh wait, isn't that YOUR site?
~*~ Sinn ~*~
What is the fucking drama?? ok im wrong im not an expert in black whores, all people make mistakes. For me black whores are like asian whores they confuse me sometimes. And must with that fucking names that you black whores use, like: Mo Watta, Hershey, Creme,Delotta Brown, Honey, Shadow Cat Caramel Twist, Dominique Pleasure (just take a look in black themed tittles)
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1. Sinnamon Love
aka: Cinnamon Love, Sinnamone, Sinnamon, Cinnamon
Years Active: 1993-2007
Titles: 174
Oh yeah you are listed on my site, whats the deal? my site is about whores.
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#265597 - 08/12/07 05:01 PM
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Ed Hardy Wearing Loser
Registered: 01/04/07
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What is the fucking drama?? ok im wrong im not an expert in black whores, all people make mistakes. For me black whores are like asian whores they confuse me sometimes. And must with that fucking names that you black whores use, like: Mo Watta, Hershey, Creme,Delotta Brown, Honey, Shadow Cat Caramel Twist, Dominique Pleasure (just take a look in black themed tittles)
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1. Sinnamon Love aka: Cinnamon Love, Sinnamone, Sinnamon, Cinnamon Years Active: 1993-2007 Titles: 174
Oh yeah you are listed on my site, whats the deal? my site is about whores.
You're the fucking drama dude. You were wrong and tried to imply that I was some no name brand chick that is listed on IndustryBlackList for being a scammer. I take offense to that. Yeah, there are a bunch of aliases if you look me up - none of which was SIMONE mind you. If you had half a brain you'd realize that most of those are misspelling from some editor or box cover artist that was only half ass paying attention - like you - and misspelled the name. It doesn't take a fucking genius to figure that out. Its not like I changed my name to something totally different.
And? So your site is about whores... so you don't pay attention to the stuff you put up there? Get it together dude... Its too bad you think all Black and Asian whores look alike. I'm sure there are people out there that think that Puerto Rican whores and Mexican whores come from the same barrio in Venezuela. Such a noob... Stereotyping is wack. And So not sexy. But then again... I fuck, and you're anonymous on a message board.
Sinn
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#265599 - 08/12/07 05:28 PM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
Registered: 07/17/07
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Is this really Cinnamon posting? If it is, it's good to have you on the board.
Being a pro-whore is a pretty extreme career choice, all things considered. So...I'm curious how you explain your vocation to your children. Could you say something about that?
thanks
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#265600 - 08/12/07 05:44 PM
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Porn Jesus
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What is the fucking drama?? ok im wrong im not an expert in black whores, all people make mistakes. For me black whores are like asian whores they confuse me sometimes. And must with that fucking names that you black whores use, like: Mo Watta, Hershey, Creme,Delotta Brown, Honey, Shadow Cat Caramel Twist, Dominique Pleasure (just take a look in black themed tittles)
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1. Sinnamon Love
aka: Cinnamon Love, Sinnamone, Sinnamon, Cinnamon
Years Active: 1993-2007
Titles: 174
Oh yeah you are listed on my site, whats the deal? my site is about whores.
You're the fucking drama dude. You were wrong and tried to imply that I was some no name brand chick that is listed on IndustryBlackList for being a scammer. I take offense to that. Yeah, there are a bunch of aliases if you look me up - none of which was SIMONE mind you. If you had half a brain you'd realize that most of those are misspelling from some editor or box cover artist that was only half ass paying attention - like you - and misspelled the name. It doesn't take a fucking genius to figure that out. Its not like I changed my name to something totally different.
And? So your site is about whores... so you don't pay attention to the stuff you put up there? Get it together dude... Its too bad you think all Black and Asian whores look alike. I'm sure there are people out there that think that Puerto Rican whores and Mexican whores come from the same barrio in Venezuela. Such a noob... Stereotyping is wack. And So not sexy. But then again... I fuck, and you're anonymous on a message board.
Sinn
Sure Sammura Love, I am anonymous but you take care of me and reply my post, You are a old whore in the biz you said you have 14 years in the biz??? that why now you listed in you agency :
# No longer condom only
# Now doing DP
what's happened??? nobody want book you? that why i not remember you, you are insignificant to me. Save money and start study or something, you have a daughter, do you want when she went to school her friends start to tell her: HEY I SAW YOUR MOMMY WITH A DICK IN HER ASS AND HER PUSSY, or I SEE YOUR MOM TAKING A COCK IN HER ASS AND THEN IN HER MOUTH, YOUR MOM EAT SHIT??
Sorry Sammura Love but you are in the list of porn whores bad moms
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#265602 - 08/12/07 06:36 PM
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AC Cream Wannabe
Registered: 07/06/05
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what the hell?
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#265604 - 08/12/07 07:12 PM
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Ed Hardy Wearing Loser
Registered: 01/04/07
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Is this really Cinnamon posting? If it is, it's good to have you on the board.
Being a pro-whore is a pretty extreme career choice, all things considered. So...I'm curious how you explain your vocation to your children. Could you say something about that?
thanks
Sinnamon, with an "S" dear. To address your question, my children have always received age appropriate information as they have grown up. How does a cop explain that he shoots and kills people? Some things you just explain on a need to know basis. I'm certain people would like to pretend like they never have sex to make those children and that their kids never inquire why mommy was screaming "Oh God," while in bed with their spouse. Young children may not know what sex is, and therefore not warrant that explanation. For my teenagers, they know what I do because my ex-husband thought it would make them hate me - he was wrong, my teenagers and I share a closer bond because of it. They feel they can tell me anything because they see me as perhaps a bit more liberal than most parents. The truth however, is that I am quite conservative despite my sexual proclivities. It allows me to give my children open, honest opinions about their lives, their choices and the paths they chose - so that they can make healthy decisions bout their future. Truth is, most children see their parents with rose-colored glasses, mine know that I am human, but see from their own observations that I am more than my occupation. I am the woman that has always been there for PTA meetings and baked cupcakes for birthdays, helps with geometry homework and assigns reading list for the summer. I think that's really all that matters... Not how I chose to earn a living. Fortunately, porn has allowed me to put away enough to provide for their college educations, even if they all decide to go off to IVY League schools.
So yes, while you stated in your previous comment that I am a souless deginerate for chosing to sell my body without some imaginary necessary pathology, I think its far more noble than working a 9-5 and limited my kids to a life orchestrated by a government and educational system that forces young adults barely out the crib to incur debt in order so they are forced into the work force instead of persuing their dreams... Luckily, I left college without such debt, and thanks to the consumers of porn, my kids will too.
Sinn
Edited by SinnamonLove (08/12/07 09:26 PM)
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#265605 - 08/12/07 07:23 PM
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Ed Hardy Wearing Loser
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Sure Sammura Love, I am anonymous but you take care of me and reply my post, You are a old whore in the biz you said you have 14 years in the biz??? that why now you listed in you agency : # No longer condom only
# Now doing DP what's happened??? nobody want book you? that why i not remember you, you are insignificant to me. Save money and start study or something, you have a daughter, do you want when she went to school her friends start to tell her: HEY I SAW YOUR MOMMY WITH A DICK IN HER ASS AND HER PUSSY, or I SEE YOUR MOM TAKING A COCK IN HER ASS AND THEN IN HER MOUTH, YOUR MOM EAT SHIT??
Sorry Sammura Love but you are in the list of porn whores bad moms
Not that I owe you any explanation, but just so you know, I spent 6 years in the business condom only while pursuing other interests; primarily shooting fetish, bdsm and glamour. For your information, I was doing DPs 12 years ago when it was the "in" thing to do. Likewise, we did ATMs because they were just a part of "good sex" and not just because of a pay check. In re-adding DPs to my repetoire, I am still selective, and have only shot 1 such scene, for one director, Mr. Pete, for his upcoming movie Sprung a Leak #4. I have been able to do the impossible, to start off shooting all sorts of wickedly delicious things, only to stop, become condom only, and then return, still shooting just as much as I please without doing all the extreme things I did in the past. Female performers don't do that. Ever.
And if you had problems with the performer that was known as Sammura Shane, direct your issues with the proper whore. But address me by my true name. Sinnamon Love..
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#265606 - 08/12/07 07:43 PM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
Registered: 07/17/07
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Is this really Cinnamon posting? If it is, it's good to have you on the board.
Being a pro-whore is a pretty extreme career choice, all things considered. So...I'm curious how you explain your vocation to your children. Could you say something about that?
thanks
Sinnamon, with an "S" dear. To address your question, my children have always received age appropriate information as they have grown up. How does a cop explain that he shoots and kills people? Some things you just explain on a need to know basis. I'm certain people would like to pretend like they never have sex to make those children and that their kids never inquire why mommy was screaming "Oh God," while in bed with their spouse. Young children may not know what sex is, and therefore not warrant that explanation. For my teenagers, they know what I do because my ex-husband thought it would make them hate me - he was wrong, my teenagers and I share a closer bond because of it. They feel they can tell me anything because they see me as perhaps a bit more liberal than most parents. The truth however, is that I am quite conservative despite my sexual proclivities. It allows me to give my children open, honest opinions about their lives, their choices and the paths they chose - so that they can make healthy decisions bout their future. Truth is, most children see their parents with rose-colored glasses, mine know that I am human, but see from their own observations that I am more than my occupation. I am the woman that has always been there for PTA meetings and baked cupcakes for birthdays, helps with geometry homework and assigns reading list for the summer. I think that's really all that matters... Not how I chose to earn a living. Fortunately, porn has allowed me to put away enough to provide for their college educations, even if they all decide to go off to IV League schools.
So yes, while you stated in your previous comment that I am a souless deginerate for chosing to sell my body without some imaginary necessary pathology, I think its far more noble than working a 9-5 and limited my kids to a life orchestrated by a government and educational system that forces young adults barely out the crib to incur debt in order so they are forced into the work force instead of persuing their dreams... Luckily, I left college without such debt, and thanks to the consumers of porn, my kids will too.
Sinn
Well, if you're saying that you don't do porn so that you can live large, but so you can give your kids a better life; that you're not a drug abuser, or take drugs to be able to do your job; that you've had a decent childhood free of abuse (verbal/physical/sexual) or parental neglect; and that you have a 4-year college degree. If all of that's true, then, I still think your choice is pretty extreme, but hey, I think you should get respect. Personally, I think it might have been nicer to have become a doctor to support kids, but everyone's got to make those calls for themselves I guess...
You sound like a responsible parent.
What can I say, if what you're saying is for real, then all the best to you Sinnamon.
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#265607 - 08/12/07 08:30 PM
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...even if they all decide to go off to IV League schools.
Ding! Ding! Ding! We have a new jondra. Thanks "Sinn", that was cute.
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#265608 - 08/12/07 08:39 PM
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...even if they all decide to go off to IV League schools.
Ding! Ding! Ding! We have a new jondra. Thanks "Sinn", that was cute.
That's just cruel.
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#265610 - 08/12/07 09:22 PM
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Ed Hardy Wearing Loser
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Well, if you're saying that you don't do porn so that you can live large, but so you can give your kids a better life; that you're not a drug abuser, or take drugs to be able to do your job; that you've had a decent childhood free of abuse (verbal/physical/sexual) or parental neglect; and that you have a 4-year college degree. If all of that's true, then, I still think your choice is pretty extreme, but hey, I think you should get respect. Personally, I think it might have been nicer to have become a doctor to support kids, but everyone's got to make those calls for themselves I guess...
You sound like a responsible parent.
What can I say, if what you're saying is for real, then all the best to you Sinnamon.
[list] My parent's, while divorced and both remarried were also good, upstanding types that worked regular gigs and weren't substances abusers. In fact, I didn't discover that my parent's even drank wine until I was an adult and my mom is a Methodist minister. I wasn't abused (verbally, sexually, emotionally) growing up. I don't need to use drugs to go to work. While I enjoy making a pitcher of sangria on the weekend for a girl's retreat day at my pool complete with a hot male masseur and a gourmet meal, I'm not into using to get through my days. I have not just a 4 year degree, but my Bachelor's degree from USC. (I actually worked at Hudson Comprehensive Health Center for a few years after college and left the biz but I hated my job and realized that I was relatively well known in biz and would always be recognizable so I decided to get back in the biz and capitolize of the name and image I created.) No numerous retardly expensive watches and handbags in my closet for the sake of "flossing." I do have a thing for classic Tiffany pieces and E-Trade stocks however.)
Funny you mentioned being a doctor... When I started college I wanted to be a nurse midwife. I received my Bachelor's, was accepted at Charles Drew University here in L.A. for their Master's program and realized that in many settings nurse practioners and midwives do all the work while doctor's take all the credit. I didn't want to have to call some pompous jerk that never stepped foot in a clinic on a golf course just to be able to write a prescription for tylenol for one of my patients.
Yeah, you have to make those decisions for yourself.
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#265612 - 08/12/07 10:05 PM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
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Well, if you're saying that you don't do porn so that you can live large, but so you can give your kids a better life; that you're not a drug abuser, or take drugs to be able to do your job; that you've had a decent childhood free of abuse (verbal/physical/sexual) or parental neglect; and that you have a 4-year college degree. If all of that's true, then, I still think your choice is pretty extreme, but hey, I think you should get respect. Personally, I think it might have been nicer to have become a doctor to support kids, but everyone's got to make those calls for themselves I guess...
You sound like a responsible parent.
What can I say, if what you're saying is for real, then all the best to you Sinnamon.
[list] My parent's, while divorced and both remarried were also good, upstanding types that worked regular gigs and weren't substances abusers. In fact, I didn't discover that my parent's even drank wine until I was an adult and my mom is a Methodist minister. I wasn't abused (verbally, sexually, emotionally) growing up. I don't need to use drugs to go to work. While I enjoy making a pitcher of sangria on the weekend for a girl's retreat day at my pool complete with a hot male masseur and a gourmet meal, I'm not into using to get through my days. I have not just a 4 year degree, but my Bachelor's degree from USC. (I actually worked at Hudson Comprehensive Health Center for a few years after college and left the biz but I hated my job and realized that I was relatively well known in biz and would always be recognizable so I decided to get back in the biz and capitolize of the name and image I created.) No numerous retardly expensive watches and handbags in my closet for the sake of "flossing." I do have a thing for classic Tiffany pieces and E-Trade stocks however.)
Funny you mentioned being a doctor... When I started college I wanted to be a nurse midwife. I received my Bachelor's, was accepted at Charles Drew University here in L.A. for their Master's program and realized that in many settings nurse practioners and midwives do all the work while doctor's take all the credit. I didn't want to have to call some pompous jerk that never stepped foot in a clinic on a golf course just to be able to write a prescription for tylenol for one of my patients.
Yeah, you have to make those decisions for yourself.
I didn't really believe porn girls ever did what they do except out of some combination of materialistic greed, indolence, abuse/family dysfunction, drug abuse/addiction, and ignorance (i.e. lack of education). But your case seems to be a clearcut exception. I'm impressed. Contempt loses its bite if it's indiscriminately aimed, so I've got to say, contra my previous position, that it would be good if more of the girls in porn were like you.
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#265613 - 08/12/07 10:14 PM
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Likewise, we did ATMs because they were just a part of "good sex" and not just because of a pay check
Sure, and my mom is virgin
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#265615 - 08/12/07 10:37 PM
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Queerbot, thank you for your comment. I don't think that I'm the exception, I think that these days with the mainstreaming of porn, there are more people getting into porn because its lucrative, and not because of some inherent dysfunction. While I understand what you're saying about materialistic greed, I'd say with the exception of the few that go off and work for Doctor's Without Borders or Operation Smile, most people that that go through the rigors of post-grad studies in med school aren't doing it to make a difference. They do it because they want a nice house in a good neighborhood and a Benz in the driveway. Trust me,, emergency room nurses like the $24-30/ hour they get for those 18 hour shifts... and don't really give a flying fuck about the patient coming in complaining about a stomach for the 4th time this week, (even if they wind up dying in the emergency waiting room like this woman here in L.A. a few months back.) Most people get up and go to work everyday for materialistic greed. It always cracks me up when people equate pornography and drugs/ abuse/ etc.. As if there aren't any clergy or lawyers or doctors or heads of companies that are doing coke on the bathroom sink or drinking amaretto in their coffee or was abused by their Sunday school teacher. Shit happens. You deal with you shit, claim your emotions and move on with your life. Not all lesbians were raped or molested as kids (or adults,) or beaten by their ex-husbands/ boyfriends/ lovers. To assume that the few are really the majority only means you're limiting your thinking - and that may limit your exposure and involvement to many people that could have a positive impact on you in some fashion.
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#265618 - 08/13/07 12:28 AM
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No prob. I picked up that little gem in Interpersonal Communications 101. ("No one can make you feel anything. If someone does something, you can feel angry, or upset or sad... But those are your reactions, your feelings. You have to examine why you feel that way and address that. It isn't the other person's fault. Taking responsibility for your own emotions allows people to explore differences without accusations. I.E., you made me cry, you made me mad, you made me... Because only YOU can effect your own emotions in that fashion.")
I loved that class. Taught me a lot about dealing with people.
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#265620 - 08/13/07 01:58 PM
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Gofuckingdamn. I have a streaming head cold and take a couple of days away from the board and there's all this hate for the black chick?
I'm happy to be running a fever. This all makes more sense.
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#265621 - 08/13/07 04:58 PM
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I don't like cinnamon but I kinda dig this Sinnamon. Welcome to hell and have fun. Pay no mind to the smelly Rican in the mud hut.
You other fuckers better recognize.
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#265622 - 08/13/07 07:02 PM
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Porn Jesus
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the smelly Rican in the mud hut.
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how do you know i am in your sister pussy?
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#265623 - 08/13/07 07:12 PM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
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#265624 - 08/13/07 07:45 PM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
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Sinnamon,
Thanks for your reply. The difficulty remains that the pay rate for the vast majority of female sex workers (whether porn or escort services) far exceeds what they could get in other lines of employment, given their typical education levels and skill sets. Specifically, it's pretty clear the majority don't have BAs, or specialized vocational training (e.g. masonry) and certainly not many have advanced degrees (JDs, MDs, etc.). And, by and large, it takes an advanced degree, or huge hours, or specialized trade skills, to make six figures, especially early in one's working life (and many of these porn girls are 18-26, which is very early indeed).
So, granted that greed is pretty widespread in all walks of life, the unsettling thought is that these girls, rather than satisfying that greed for cash the hard way-- i.e. studying hard, going to law, business, med school, or taking the great risks of the entrepreneur, putting in huge hours, etc.--they have taken a shortcut to a high pay rate by doing the unthinkable: selling their bodies. And, for better or worse, many people consider that pretty despicable.
So, what is your response to those who say these sex worker girls are taking the lazy, degenerate way to a high pay rate, rather than putting in the long hard hours that everyone else who wants good money has to put in...
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